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i feel left behind... i see her... she says she loves me... i still want her as my world... ive been in relationships before... i thought, hoped, prayed this one was different. they always end the same. my life is like an endless fucking circle that just keeps reminding me of how i will never be happy in this world... im stuck in a shithole town... i have no one. not one person i can truly confide in. my apartment is an emotional scar... this apartment i got for her. everything in it... hers... pictures on the wall... her face staring back at me. i cant escape my pain... maybe i dont want to. maybe i never will...