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soo...today has been interesting....
Got in a few big fights with my mom. She told me a while back that if im not in school then i couldnt live at home for free anymore once i turn 18, so i signed up for college and what not, but i went to choose my classes today over the internet, and apparently its too late to register, so im kinda screwed. I cant even get on the waiting list for a class. So I tell my mom this and she is way unreasonable about it and just had an overall bad attitude about it. My head feels like its gonna explode or something. So much pressure. I really wanna go to college and stuff, she is just making it the worst experience of my life. klsdjhgkjshdf. I told her i would take classes next semester, and she came up with some dumb excuse that she likes to come up with when she knows im right, she just doesnt want me to know im right. So obviously im frustrated.
Ive told her that between now and the time i turn 18, im gonna get a job, and I am willing to move out when i turn 18 till the time that the new semester starts, if thats what she really wants to happen. Obviously this upset her a bit cause she doesnt want me to get like kicked out, but its a weird situation. So im either gonna end up paying my mom rent which i have a feeling will not be a very pleasant experience, or i will move somewhere and stay someone and pay them rent or something. Whatever works i guess. Im sure I would have a better time not living at my house, but I would have to work on gettin a job wherever i am gonna end up living for that time. Not too big of a problem, just an obstacle. I just hope everything works out ok.
In other news, Comeback Kid show tomorrow night. Its gonna be AMAZING. Rose For Ona's last show ever too. I hope it helps me get my mind off stuff. And then CHE FEST this upcoming weekend. weeee, i cant wait. I hope we can get our act together by then, hehe. Oh yeah, and a cool show on friday too, Come Out Swingin, With Hopes Last Breath, and Shooting The Gallery and stuff at the Dome, im sure that will be loads of fun too.
I just bought Bowling For Columbine today. IT RULESSSS!!! Such a great movie. I took a break after i watched it to come online for a bit, but after this im gonna go watch the special features and what not. woohoo, good times. Opened my eyes alot about issues dealing with guns and violence in the world. I almost cried a few times too. Rad movie fo sho, go out and watch it now.
Whew, long post...uh. Thanks to all my friends who have been there for me recently. I think im gonna do one of those posts soon where i write things about people without actually mentioning their names. I think those are always fun to read. yay. Um...i guess ill see everyone who's cool tomorrow. Love you. Buh bye.
Love,
Emothan
Got in a few big fights with my mom. She told me a while back that if im not in school then i couldnt live at home for free anymore once i turn 18, so i signed up for college and what not, but i went to choose my classes today over the internet, and apparently its too late to register, so im kinda screwed. I cant even get on the waiting list for a class. So I tell my mom this and she is way unreasonable about it and just had an overall bad attitude about it. My head feels like its gonna explode or something. So much pressure. I really wanna go to college and stuff, she is just making it the worst experience of my life. klsdjhgkjshdf. I told her i would take classes next semester, and she came up with some dumb excuse that she likes to come up with when she knows im right, she just doesnt want me to know im right. So obviously im frustrated.
Ive told her that between now and the time i turn 18, im gonna get a job, and I am willing to move out when i turn 18 till the time that the new semester starts, if thats what she really wants to happen. Obviously this upset her a bit cause she doesnt want me to get like kicked out, but its a weird situation. So im either gonna end up paying my mom rent which i have a feeling will not be a very pleasant experience, or i will move somewhere and stay someone and pay them rent or something. Whatever works i guess. Im sure I would have a better time not living at my house, but I would have to work on gettin a job wherever i am gonna end up living for that time. Not too big of a problem, just an obstacle. I just hope everything works out ok.
In other news, Comeback Kid show tomorrow night. Its gonna be AMAZING. Rose For Ona's last show ever too. I hope it helps me get my mind off stuff. And then CHE FEST this upcoming weekend. weeee, i cant wait. I hope we can get our act together by then, hehe. Oh yeah, and a cool show on friday too, Come Out Swingin, With Hopes Last Breath, and Shooting The Gallery and stuff at the Dome, im sure that will be loads of fun too.
I just bought Bowling For Columbine today. IT RULESSSS!!! Such a great movie. I took a break after i watched it to come online for a bit, but after this im gonna go watch the special features and what not. woohoo, good times. Opened my eyes alot about issues dealing with guns and violence in the world. I almost cried a few times too. Rad movie fo sho, go out and watch it now.
Whew, long post...uh. Thanks to all my friends who have been there for me recently. I think im gonna do one of those posts soon where i write things about people without actually mentioning their names. I think those are always fun to read. yay. Um...i guess ill see everyone who's cool tomorrow. Love you. Buh bye.
Love,
Emothan