ZUT! ZUT! ZUT!
je ne comprehend pas quoi elle est lire mon journalle. POURQUOI?!?!
ok, i'm done being mad in french.
so heres the breakdown.
I call joan (Davids mom) to see if i can go with them to pick up david and emily tommorrow. she asks if i've talked to them, and i say "Yeah, i got an email from david last saturday, but i talked to em through our GJ's and she goes "Gj?" and i say "GreatestJournal. A lot of the guard girls have Greatestjournals. its an online journal" "oh, ok" and i assumed that was the end of it. till she called me, trying to get to it. I wasnt thinking and when his mom called asking me how to get to em's diary, i told her, then realized that her diary has a link to mine on it, which has some "non pg-rated stuff". none of its about david, but.. and part of me is like.. i shouldnt have to hide who i am, if she thinks she can go triapsing through my diary, she deserves what she gets. and the other part is like NOOO! We want her to like us!
and em and i talk through notes, and its kinda easy to tell which GJ is mine because there are notes saying things like "I'm glad yall are having fun. your brother needs to be home. tell him to check his stupid email.." So i went through, and since GJ wont let you lock the entire Diary, i had to lock a bunch of entries so in case she goes to my journal, she doesnt flip out. the thing is tho, i have a "trading card" in my info, which mentions a like for S&M, but i'm not fucking with my TC or Info. And it really bothers me that i know that she could, and would, go through my diary. my mom was like "why dont you just give her the wrong address? and i didnt even think about it, and then she called back later cuz she had the address wrong, i still couldnt lie to her. there are some people i just cant. so chances are, when she goes into my diary, she'll get "miffed" about some mild language, but oh well, i'm a teenager. if she goes into ems and tells em how she found it, em is probably gonna hate me. I mean, em might understand, but.. joan is so worked up about knowing every little detail in her childrens lives and then analyzing it, that its no wonder they dont tell her anything! but the cycle is self-perpetuating! the kids dont tell her anything cuz she freaks out, and she freaks out cuz the kids dont tell her anything. And then my mom is the polar opposite, where she'd rather NOT know what was going on in my life. it really bothers me that joan has to go read her daughters journal to figure out stuff, and subsequently probably read mine. i had half a mind to go through and leave everything, just to let her deal with her own issues, but that would only bite me in the ass later. So here i am, having to hide part of who i am, so that some menopausal, insecure, freaking out mother of my boyfriend can feel in the know. *slaps forehead*. I know some of yall are goin "Hon, she may not even read yours" but knowing joan, she will..damnit
ok, i'm done being mad in french.
so heres the breakdown.
I call joan (Davids mom) to see if i can go with them to pick up david and emily tommorrow. she asks if i've talked to them, and i say "Yeah, i got an email from david last saturday, but i talked to em through our GJ's and she goes "Gj?" and i say "GreatestJournal. A lot of the guard girls have Greatestjournals. its an online journal" "oh, ok" and i assumed that was the end of it. till she called me, trying to get to it. I wasnt thinking and when his mom called asking me how to get to em's diary, i told her, then realized that her diary has a link to mine on it, which has some "non pg-rated stuff". none of its about david, but.. and part of me is like.. i shouldnt have to hide who i am, if she thinks she can go triapsing through my diary, she deserves what she gets. and the other part is like NOOO! We want her to like us!
and em and i talk through notes, and its kinda easy to tell which GJ is mine because there are notes saying things like "I'm glad yall are having fun. your brother needs to be home. tell him to check his stupid email.." So i went through, and since GJ wont let you lock the entire Diary, i had to lock a bunch of entries so in case she goes to my journal, she doesnt flip out. the thing is tho, i have a "trading card" in my info, which mentions a like for S&M, but i'm not fucking with my TC or Info. And it really bothers me that i know that she could, and would, go through my diary. my mom was like "why dont you just give her the wrong address? and i didnt even think about it, and then she called back later cuz she had the address wrong, i still couldnt lie to her. there are some people i just cant. so chances are, when she goes into my diary, she'll get "miffed" about some mild language, but oh well, i'm a teenager. if she goes into ems and tells em how she found it, em is probably gonna hate me. I mean, em might understand, but.. joan is so worked up about knowing every little detail in her childrens lives and then analyzing it, that its no wonder they dont tell her anything! but the cycle is self-perpetuating! the kids dont tell her anything cuz she freaks out, and she freaks out cuz the kids dont tell her anything. And then my mom is the polar opposite, where she'd rather NOT know what was going on in my life. it really bothers me that joan has to go read her daughters journal to figure out stuff, and subsequently probably read mine. i had half a mind to go through and leave everything, just to let her deal with her own issues, but that would only bite me in the ass later. So here i am, having to hide part of who i am, so that some menopausal, insecure, freaking out mother of my boyfriend can feel in the know. *slaps forehead*. I know some of yall are goin "Hon, she may not even read yours" but knowing joan, she will..damnit