sigh
so my birthday is tomorrow. ill be the BIG 17! hooray. not much will change tho. im still car-less. and i still cant get cigs or anything. and im still partially a minor. this sucks. my birthday is going to blow. i get to go to school... and then maybe my boyfriend will spend some time with me. but not too long- cuz his friend's birthday is also tomorrow. and you know the saying "bro's before ho's" sigh. and my best friends- well i havent talked to them in god knows how long. fuck i want my PS2 back. so tomorrow- im planning on getting that shit from Lori. she pisses me off. damn i have been really agitated lately. REALLY moody. i feel bad for Bruce- having to go thru with my shit. i know that if i keep on bitching- im gonna lose the best thing ill ever have. but besides that... tomorrow im going out to eat with my mom, sister, and Bruce. i love him. we're going to Alamo Cafe. woohoo. after that hes probly going to leave soon to go to his friends house and party. so im gonna be free all damn nite- and alone on my birthday! i hate not having friends. Kirsten and i might hang out tho- hopefully. maybe Nicte will come too. i dont know what the hell we're gonna do tho. so thats my funfilled day. sigh. give me a call if u want to join the "celebration".
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