Rollercoaster.

[bloodstaindgun]

I feel really sad today. I think Im
emotionally drained from stressing
over state board. Im not worried, but
my whole body has been under stress.
I have cramps and I have to go to
school today. I don't want to, but it's
better than just sitting home thinking
about my test. I know Im going to do fine.
Im going to pass. And not because Im all
that or anything, but because God is good
and he want's what's best for me. And he's
given me complete confidence that I will
pass. It's all in his hands, and he can
do anything. So Im trusting in him. Im
trusting that he wants me to pass. So I
really have nothing to worry about. I
just want my cramps to go away. Thursday
is going to be an awesome day. Im going
to rest all day.
I feel like balling right now. I miss
Andrew. And I want to just be held in
his arms right now.
My life is so great. God has blessed
me beyond anything I can express. With
everything, especially my friends. I
have the best friends in the world. Simply the best.