Aug 31, 2005 18:57
im now officially in high school...
not nessesarily happily
well i geuss i am
or not...
im not sure. i feel kinda depressed. dont know why. i know probly no 1s gonna read this so ill just write my thoughts. and if ur reading this, good for fuckin you.
well,
the guy i think i love supposedly likes me as well but doesnt act like it so i dont honestly know.
the guy i have a major crush on still has a girlfriend and gives me a mere passing "hey whatsup", thats not enough.
the guy i thought was my new friend turns out to like me. hes so awesome and funny but i like him as a friend only.
i hate confusion.
why must life consist of so much confusion and drama and terrible things?
the flood and hurricane that recently occured are so saddenning... i cant bare to turn on the news i practically cry.
i sit here and complain while it could be much worse..
so much worse.
im considered lucky. but why am i so lucky but i still dont feel it? thats pretty frustrating.
well i have no more to say hopefully you enjoyed my whining.