call it what you want
It seems like all I wanna do lately is get high to the point of feeling nothing...but I can't because I don't have any money, and Blake is either at work or doing something else. He makes me wanna have his babies. && I don't know how to tell him how I feel because of the fact that we're good friends and I don't wanna ruin that relationship. People tell me he's not worth my time and that I should find a guy that's worth it. People don't see what I see though. Like last Friday when we went to get his new car. He drove an hour up here, we chilled and smoked. Then we went to the bank to meet the guy with the car, and then went to the guy's house. I drove Blake's car back to his house while he drove the new car. Then he took me out to lunch, and then went to the courthouse and dmv. Then we came back to my place and chilled for a little bit...even though Keyla was being a bitch because he was there. Oh well... I was high off my ass so I didn't really care what anyone said or did.
I just don't understand why people are trying to keep me away from him. If he wants to hang out with me, then who am I to stop him from driving an hour to see me? I like him... a lot. I have dreams about this guy, and it seems so real. I talked to Keyla about it, and she told me dreams are a way of telling you what you really want and that its going to happen..eventually. I don't know what to do about this though...
I just don't understand why people are trying to keep me away from him. If he wants to hang out with me, then who am I to stop him from driving an hour to see me? I like him... a lot. I have dreams about this guy, and it seems so real. I talked to Keyla about it, and she told me dreams are a way of telling you what you really want and that its going to happen..eventually. I don't know what to do about this though...