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3 weekends down. 1 more to go?
hopefully.
If we get rushed through the school I would just like to tell everybody
that you have all given me a new perspective in life.
I'm sorry if I seemed like I wasn't sociable at times with you, but sometimes blending in with the scene is what I need.
The past three weekends seemed a while. I wanted to stay awake every single second of it. I want more time.
My idea of home is what makes me who I am while I'm away. Even in the most stressful of days I just recall being able to go to somebody's house and just relax because it's the thing to do, then things are good.
My relationship to you is friend. Friendship is a relationship.
I feel bad for all these girls that I have feelings for of more than friends. I tend to get in a position where I feel like I'm getting close to them, then I realize what I am doing is just setting them up to be used by me, to leave them the next day and start treating them like crap, feel bad, start getting close again, together again, then leave. I saw some of them as ones I can have a long term with, though I don't want one, some I felt sorry for... then get annoyed with. I guess I'm just not as romantic as I thought I was. There were a couple here back home, though I never saw them I feel like apologizing. With all, I showed great respect. Or else I wouldn't be able to live with myself.
my ex's, I still consider my friends. I do love them.
I guess I've always wanted that girl to miss me while I'm overseas or on a boat somewhere. Funny thing is that I know for a fact that some of these girls would've gladly waited (they told me, directly), but I'm the one that cut it off and told myself it would hurt them too much.
Now that I see on how much time flies, I wouldn't have minded sticking with them the whole time.
I'm still a dreamer, that's for sure.
regrets? still none. I have everything an amazing life needs.
... mistakes sometimes cause people to make little people.
hopefully.
If we get rushed through the school I would just like to tell everybody
that you have all given me a new perspective in life.
I'm sorry if I seemed like I wasn't sociable at times with you, but sometimes blending in with the scene is what I need.
The past three weekends seemed a while. I wanted to stay awake every single second of it. I want more time.
My idea of home is what makes me who I am while I'm away. Even in the most stressful of days I just recall being able to go to somebody's house and just relax because it's the thing to do, then things are good.
My relationship to you is friend. Friendship is a relationship.
I feel bad for all these girls that I have feelings for of more than friends. I tend to get in a position where I feel like I'm getting close to them, then I realize what I am doing is just setting them up to be used by me, to leave them the next day and start treating them like crap, feel bad, start getting close again, together again, then leave. I saw some of them as ones I can have a long term with, though I don't want one, some I felt sorry for... then get annoyed with. I guess I'm just not as romantic as I thought I was. There were a couple here back home, though I never saw them I feel like apologizing. With all, I showed great respect. Or else I wouldn't be able to live with myself.
my ex's, I still consider my friends. I do love them.
I guess I've always wanted that girl to miss me while I'm overseas or on a boat somewhere. Funny thing is that I know for a fact that some of these girls would've gladly waited (they told me, directly), but I'm the one that cut it off and told myself it would hurt them too much.
Now that I see on how much time flies, I wouldn't have minded sticking with them the whole time.
I'm still a dreamer, that's for sure.
regrets? still none. I have everything an amazing life needs.
... mistakes sometimes cause people to make little people.