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hmmmm.
im at the res. i should have picked a better night to come up here than darts night.
life is going good. jimmy and i are over, which is a relief kind of. i dont think we'll be friends anymore because of all the lies etc that our relationship seemed to be built on, but im over it, i dont care anymore. i didnt love him, i liked the idea of being in love. thats all.
i hooked up with a wonderful man the other night that told me i can have a boyfriend that will treat me okay, and its NOT alright for a boyfriend to treat me badly. wonderful man.
i got a shift leader position in the restaurant at my resort, so i am getting out of the bar (yaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy). life is good there.
worked many hours today. Stuarts fault. we decided we wanted to go and watch this choir at the ampitheatre so he got nathan to do outcater and that made us one short in the bar, so i had to stay back. haha, life really sucks sometimes. we had a play date in the bar today. i make him lemon lime and bitters and he always says that i put too many bitters in so he screws up his face after every sip. he really is a seriously wonderful man.
i dont want a boyfriend anymore. i think men are great until you start dating them. then they turn into assholes.
i miss home. not enough to go back there though. chris is coming back. that makes my world rock.
xoxox
im at the res. i should have picked a better night to come up here than darts night.
life is going good. jimmy and i are over, which is a relief kind of. i dont think we'll be friends anymore because of all the lies etc that our relationship seemed to be built on, but im over it, i dont care anymore. i didnt love him, i liked the idea of being in love. thats all.
i hooked up with a wonderful man the other night that told me i can have a boyfriend that will treat me okay, and its NOT alright for a boyfriend to treat me badly. wonderful man.
i got a shift leader position in the restaurant at my resort, so i am getting out of the bar (yaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy). life is good there.
worked many hours today. Stuarts fault. we decided we wanted to go and watch this choir at the ampitheatre so he got nathan to do outcater and that made us one short in the bar, so i had to stay back. haha, life really sucks sometimes. we had a play date in the bar today. i make him lemon lime and bitters and he always says that i put too many bitters in so he screws up his face after every sip. he really is a seriously wonderful man.
i dont want a boyfriend anymore. i think men are great until you start dating them. then they turn into assholes.
i miss home. not enough to go back there though. chris is coming back. that makes my world rock.
xoxox