Oct 05, 2004 19:29
I get scared sometimes.
I get unnecessarily nervous.
I get girly.
I get scared when he raises his voice or talks really sternly to me.
I shouldn't, but I do.
I do because it doesn't happen a lot. Very rarely. But it still scares me.
I get...upset(?) when he tells me to go away, and doesn't let me know he's joking.
I guess it's because I'm worried that I am always bugging him, and I'd understand that, it's just when he says that it confirms it in my mind.
Gay, I know.
My heart sank today.
But just holding on to his arm made it all better.
Gosh I love David.
Alex is a very cool kid.
Gabby is a very cool girl.
The two of them together make a very cool couple.
They are very fun.