wondering if anyone cares
I had a rude awakening this past weekend. it got me to thinking does anyone even care anymore. I have been sitting home for the last couple of night completly alone no one seems to care wheather I am dead or alive. I just relized how utterly alone I am even hanging out with my friends I am alone. I mean look at it this way everyone has someone eluvium hangs with lunchbox,lunchbox has breana, shiftstick has angel, k has her boy, and I have no one I am the odd man out as usual. no one comes to check on me no one ever wonders if I am ok no one cares family or friends. no one ever see the blood on my hands or the pain in my eyes no one cares. if I disappear will anyone even care I don't think soo they are all deaf and blind too my pain. there is nothing left to do but wander back into the shadows from which I came should have never tried to be human to begin with.