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Array 149 // Voice

May 05, 2011 01:03

She's...

[Al's voice is soft, but thick. Not with tears, but with pain that somehow is beyond that. A numbness, a helplessness. He normally sounds so together, like he has everything under control, but right now he's small again. Small and utterly lost.]

Mom's gone.

[Click.]

where's winry when you need her, need to go break shit, there are no psychiatrists, letting go ain't so easy, he's still a kid deep down, mother, being an adult is so freaking hard, sick of saying goodbye, moment of weakness, that is the sound of his heart breaking, well that's just great

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madcuriosity May 5 2011, 07:10:19 UTC

A-Alphonse I'm sorry.

[Voice] bloodseal_soul May 5 2011, 07:23:10 UTC

[Adults aren't supposed to cry around children. He takes a deep, shaky breath but his voice is tight.]

It'll... I'm glad that she-

[Another shaky breath. He's having a terrible time coming up with something positive to tell her, or even thinking clearly.]

[Voice] madcuriosity May 5 2011, 07:25:36 UTC

You don't have to keep calm, Alphonse. It's not a bad thing to show you're sad.

[Voice] bloodseal_soul May 5 2011, 07:28:51 UTC

[Silence, on the other end of the line.]

She came here for us, somehow.

[Voice] madcuriosity May 5 2011, 07:35:44 UTC

You shouldn't be alone right now. D-Do you have someone with you?

[Voice] bloodseal_soul May 5 2011, 07:42:02 UTC

I... yes. I have my family with me. And Ms. Riza is... she's coming too.

[Voice] madcuriosity May 5 2011, 07:43:33 UTC

Is there anything I can do to help?

[Voice] bloodseal_soul May 5 2011, 07:55:30 UTC

... I'm not sure.

[Voice] madcuriosity May 5 2011, 07:56:44 UTC

Do you need something? Will you be alright?

[Voice] bloodseal_soul May 5 2011, 08:00:19 UTC

I will always be all right.

[It's the first thing he sounds sure of. He will always be all right. He will keep going. He will keep living.]

[Voice] madcuriosity May 5 2011, 08:02:29 UTC

I'm here if you need me.

[Voice] bloodseal_soul May 5 2011, 08:10:33 UTC

Will you show me some places for flowers?

[Voice] madcuriosity May 5 2011, 08:12:00 UTC

Of course. I've found some very lovely places that get just the right amount of sun and the ground isn't bad at all.

[Voice] bloodseal_soul May 5 2011, 08:19:54 UTC

What kinds of flowers are there?

[Voice] madcuriosity May 5 2011, 08:23:13 UTC

Daisies mostly, but a few other wildflowers have been able to grow with them. Snap dragons and baby's breath. There are some I don't know the names of but in small little patches they grow.

[Voice] bloodseal_soul May 5 2011, 08:31:19 UTC

... she always liked flowers.

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