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Array 089 [Voice]

Jun 19, 2009 23:59

I wonder if there is a time limit to how long we'll stay here. Rather than wanting to go home, I'm finding myself more afraid that I will. If this place is fixed, I'll forget everything, at best, at worst I'll come back d- ... with nothing ( Read more... )

insomnia, this is how it ends, depressing himself, uchiha itachi, it's the fever talking

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shadedsunlight June 20 2009, 06:30:01 UTC

...You're lucky the cupcake isn't awake or you might have depressed her even more.

Voice bloodseal_soul June 20 2009, 06:45:24 UTC

... she wouldn't know what it means anymore... just let her sleep.

1/2 shadedsunlight June 20 2009, 06:49:40 UTC

Wouldn't know what it means? Which part are we talking about? The disappointment she sees in people when they realize she doesn't remember them or know what they're talking about?

Or the part where she looks at the people who were her lovers and knows they still want her, need her, but she can't return those feelings just yet.

Or even the part where she realizes two people who were always there for her, who cared so much about her are gone and she'll never see them again? And even if she can't remember everything about them, it doesn't change the feeling of someone reaching into her heart and yanking it out cold.

2/2 shadedsunlight June 20 2009, 06:50:01 UTC

But maybe we're talking about something else entirely.

Go ahead, tell me what she wouldn't know what it means anymore.

Voice bloodseal_soul June 20 2009, 06:55:15 UTC

[There is a long pause, but Al's voice then sounds soft, almost hollow.]

Forgive me.

shadedsunlight June 20 2009, 06:58:07 UTC

And if I don't?

You aren't the only one who doesn't have anywhere to return and you aren't the only one who has lost someone close to them.

bloodseal_soul June 20 2009, 07:00:53 UTC

[More silence.]

No, I am not.

shadedsunlight June 20 2009, 07:02:26 UTC

Good. Remember that.

[Voice] bloodseal_soul June 20 2009, 07:08:57 UTC

Just because grief is universal doesn't mean it hurts less.

shadedsunlight June 20 2009, 07:09:52 UTC

I'm quite aware of that.

bloodseal_soul June 20 2009, 07:44:27 UTC

I don't want to say something you'll take the wrong way.

shadedsunlight June 20 2009, 07:45:57 UTC

Then perhaps when you speak you should be clear about your meaning.

bloodseal_soul June 20 2009, 07:56:55 UTC

Maybe if my mind were working better.

Right now I don't feel like I'm thinking straight...

shadedsunlight June 20 2009, 07:58:24 UTC

Not surprising. You're likely still in shock and beginning to go through the stages of grief.

bloodseal_soul June 20 2009, 08:16:03 UTC

... and I'm still so sick...

shadedsunlight June 20 2009, 08:33:32 UTC

Which would add to you making even less sense when you talk.

However, you still should try to hold some sense of accountability for what you say.

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