Extra Note:
To All On My Friends List:
I just want to say I'm sorry for everyone that would rather not read entries like this.
But this is what i need to get out AND it is extreamly hard to write it out because i'm finally admitting to myself that it actually happened..... and this is ALSO A REASON why i dont want everyone knowing who bloodscripts is...
i feel that if all this inside me and all that was written since 1994 stays in those books, then nothing good will come of it....
i want to know i'm not the only one... and that others are not alone either...
so i let my scars show... one entry at a time.
then some may understand, why I am the way I am...
this is the first time i 'm opening up and it is hard on me.it brings things back to a certain extent...
its so hard to think that my future will be better then my child hood- but i have hope and will..
I just want to say I'm sorry for everyone that would rather not read entries like this.
But this is what i need to get out AND it is extreamly hard to write it out because i'm finally admitting to myself that it actually happened..... and this is ALSO A REASON why i dont want everyone knowing who bloodscripts is...
i feel that if all this inside me and all that was written since 1994 stays in those books, then nothing good will come of it....
i want to know i'm not the only one... and that others are not alone either...
so i let my scars show... one entry at a time.
then some may understand, why I am the way I am...
this is the first time i 'm opening up and it is hard on me.it brings things back to a certain extent...
its so hard to think that my future will be better then my child hood- but i have hope and will..