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Jan 28, 2006 14:55

so, things are going....I'm not even sure really why I'm posting, but I am....just have a long time to wait til I Have to be back to work so I thought I'd throw a post up....

been thinking a lot lately. Not much else to do when you live alone, with no net access....lol I dont' really know what I've been thinking about, just thinkin ya know?

I got a letter yesterday from my friend Holly's mom...I miss holly, yeah she was a pain sometimes, but who isn't. Yeah she betrayed my trust when she dated my brother, but I was finally getting past that...I wish I'd gotten past it sooner...I can't comprehend why her life ended, why the good Lord decided that it was her time. She'd just gotten married, was looking forward to family life. She was practiacally a mother to her brother's daughter Jessica. I can't imagine what that little girl has gone through.

I guess I've just been thinking about my own mortality and what I want right now out of life....I haven't decided yet what that is...when I figure it out I'll probably post here or on my myspace......or maybe both...who knows....anywho, I'll chat with you all later....I have stuff to do before I have to go back.

take care....

shannon
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