Title: First Time
Chapters: One-Shot
Author:
bloodrozenWarnings: manxman, uses of cursing/swearing, uses of alcohol
Genre: romance, smut
Rating: NC-17
Pairings: ToraxSaga
Summary: He was gifted with luck. He got everything he needs. But why did he feel this way?
Disclaimer: I own my fantasy.
Comment: Basically, this is a re-VAMP version.
On September 16th, he was sitting by the windowsill of his apartment - staring out at the illuminated night sky. The world is beautiful, he thought. No matter how the human tried to make the world into a better place to live, he never felt contented. On the day when he stepped out from his parent’s house was the day he gained independence. It was a time where his life fully changed completely - he was accepted into Tokyo infamous university, found himself a cheap three-room apartment and had a cool best friend by his side. When he first came to Tokyo, he was always in good shape. Luck was always by his side. He was so lucky that he achieved almost everything in just three days. A job, a good university, the course of his choice, a perfect apartment, a loyal friend and he was popular among the girls due to his good-looking image, calm and friendly personality. Everything was perfect for him. It completed his life as a bachelor. But he was never satisfied. He was alone - he is unlucky when it comes to relationship. Sure there were a few girls who were brave enough to confess their love to him but sadly, they got rejected. It’s not like he is picky or the girls are not up to his standards but there was something that he felt was missing. He couldn’t figure it out what was missing in them and he didn’t bother to find out.
But one thing for sure, he didn’t know that a fateful encounter was going to befalls on him. He heard his message tone being played in the background and went to grab it. It was a text message from his best friend. He clicked on it and read the content.
‘Hey! Sorry man, the last train went off and I missed it. But don’t worry about me, I’ll be spending the night at Hiroto's house. Good night, Tora!’ - Shou
Tora place the small device back on the study desk. He was not disappointed with the fact that his best friend was going to leave him all alone at home instead he was proud of the other man. The truth is - he didn’t know that Shou was gay until one day - the latter confessed his love for Tora. Sadly, Shou was rejected without a second thought because Tora had always loved the other as a brother and not more than that. He didn’t mind if his best friend was gay because Tora believe that love comes in different forms and situation. He was happy when Shou found Hiroto because all he wanted was the other’s happiness. Shou started moving in Tora’s apartment because he was kicked out by his family due to his sexual preference. Tora didn’t mind it at all when the other moved in his house since he had one extra empty room.
All of these pieces of memories suddenly got interrupted when he saw someone walking down street. He wasn’t aware that the other would be his future. It never crosses his mind, not even once - after all, God led Tora towards the other person. Tora was alone on that day and eventually, he made up his mind to follow the other person. Maybe there was something attractive within that person or he just thought that he knew the other very well. Without hesitation, Tora followed the person’s destination.
It took about 20 minutes of walking distance from the apartment to the current location. Tora was caught off-guard when he arrived at the place which he had come upon - ‘The Gay Bar’. He hasn’t expected that the other person whom he had stalked a while ago is a man. Tora walked in the club after showing one of the bouncers his identification card. He was welcomed with bright colourful lights flashing everywhere, loud trance music and strip dancer dancing by the pole. Since it was Tora’s first time being in a Gay club, he wasn’t prepared to witness two of the exotic dancers grinding with each other. He couldn’t stand the sight and ended up settling himself near the bar counter. He laid his head on the surface of the counter - trying to figure out his main purpose of coming into this nightmare. Yes, a nightmare. Tora wouldn’t have called the place a nightmare if he knew the outcome of following the other man.
“You don’t look gay.” Tora looked up from the counter as a low voice broke into his moment of despair. A man in casual outfit was smiling at him. He was cleaning a wet piece of glass with a dry rag in his hand. Tora looked at the other’s features before turning away feeling embarrassed. He didn’t expect the bartender to be this good-looking.
“I’m Uruha, what’s yours?”
“Amano Shinji. But you can call me Tora.”
“Tora-san, are you new here cause’ I never seen you before.”
“Is there a problem if I’m new here or not? I’m just here to get my drink, listen to a few music before walking back home. Plus, what do you mean when I don’t look gay?”
Uruha chuckled softly before he started doing his job. He serves a glass of Martini right in front of Tora and smiled warmly at the other. “Drink up. You’ll meet someone special.” Tora looked at the honey-blonde bartender and muttered the word ‘thanks’ to him. Uruha nodded before proceeding to make another glass of liquor for his other customers. Tora looked at the glass before sipping the content little by little. Someone special, huh? Tora was moaning at the sweet yet bitter taste of the alcohol and didn’t even realise when someone sat beside him. He was so indulge with the taste that he couldn’t sense the gaze upon him.
“Are you alone?” Tora stopped drinking his Martini and looked up at the questioning person. He was wearing a white vest over his black tank top, a white pair of shorts and lace boots. He had a slim figure, milky skin and brown pair of eyes. He had soft brown hair with blonde locks. Not to mention, the other man owes a roman nose which was unusual for a Japanese person. Tora smiled sheepishly upon seeing the other gorgeous figure. He didn’t even realised that Uruha was there, witnessing the whole scene. The honey-blonde man started making a drink although no one ordered one. Once he was done, he walked towards Tora and the other person.
“Here. Orange Cassis, your favourite.” Uruha handed the glass over to the person next to Tora. He smiled warmly before thanking Uruha. “I’m Saga. What’s yours?” The other voiced out before sipping a few amount of alcohol.
“Amano Shinji but you can call me Tora.” Saga chuckled softly. He didn’t expect the quiet man beside him to have such a wild nickname. On the other hand, Tora was confused with the situation which he was in. He didn’t understand why Saga needed to laugh at his nickname. Was it wrong to choose an animal name as his? Tora was so lost in thought that he didn’t realised that Saga was staring at him all the time.
“I guess…you’re not any different.” Saga voiced out with a sad tone in it. He had already finished his drink and was about to get up from his seat when Tora held his arm. Tora was still staring at the floor because he didn’t know why he was acting that way. It was as if he didn’t want the other to leave him yet. Tora looked up at Saga and realised how innocence the other man can be under the different colours spotlight. Tora stood up from his seat and hold both Saga’s hands. To Saga’s amazement, he didn’t realised that Tora was taller and bigger than what he had expected the other to be.
“Do you…want to dance with me?” Tora’s heart was beating fast when he bravely asked Saga for a dance. It was not his first time when it comes to dancing or asking girls to dance with him but it was surely his first time to dance with some random stranger and to be specific, a beautiful man. Saga smiled at the offer and pulled the taller man into the dance floor. As they were standing among the crowd, Tora was figuring out what was he supposed to do especially when he was the one who offered the dance. Saga was waiting impatiently for the other to start dancing because the truth, the shorter man doesn’t know how to dance. As the two of them stayed in that position not moving, the music started changing into a slow pace trance music which changed everyone in the dance floor to dance really slowly with their lover or partner. Since the music went a little softer than before, Saga decided to tell Tora about himself and his reason for approaching Tora. But before he could part his lips to speak out, Tora pulled the other into an embrace before swaying their body from side to side. Is this dancing? Saga thought as the other man tried to lead him to dance along the slow beat.
Saga wasn’t sure on how he should respond but he wanted to give it a try. He wrapped his arms around Tora and smell in the scent of the tall man. Tora didn’t stink in alcohol instead he smelt of soft ocean waves with a twist of lemon flavour in it. Saga loved the smell. He wanted more of Tora and he pulled himself away from the other man and stared into his hazel pair of eyes. Saga tiptoed a little and their faces were inches apart before the shorter man pressed his lips on the other. Saga’s lip was amazing. It was soft and plush. Saga pulled away as the other didn’t respond to his kiss. He was disappointed.
“Let’s get out of this place. It’s too noisy.” Tora suggested as he pulled the shorter man out of the club. As soon as they were further away from the bar, the two of them breathe in the fresh air. Tora looked at his left wrist and realised that he didn’t wear his watch. The tall man heaved a heavy sigh as he didn’t realised how late it might be or how long was he out from the apartment. Not like he had a curfew or something, he didn’t want to be late for school tomorrow. He turned around and saw Saga staring at his feet as if he was trying his best to speak out but confidence wasn’t there by his side. Tora walked towards the shorter man and hold onto his two hands as if trying to give the other some courage to speak out.
“Tora…there is something that I need you to know about myself.” Saga blurted out with his head hang low. Tora didn’t say any word because he knew that the other was being serious. Saga finally looked up and stared into Tora’s hazel eyes. “I work in the club as a host. Every night, everyone was the same. After I entertain them, they pulled me out of the club into the dark alley trying to get into my pants. But I was lucky. Uruha was always there for me, chasing those men off.” Tora stay there silently as he was listening to Saga attentively. He didn’t know that working in such club could be so harsh. Tora felt the urge to protect the other. He pulled the younger man into a tight embrace as if his life depended on him. “Why work there if you don’t like it?” Tora softly whispered into Saga’s ear.
“I was forced by my father. He needed money.” Tora pulled away and placed his forehead against the other. “This isn’t right. He can’t sell your body just so you could earn money for him. You need to do something, Saga.” Warm tears stained the shorter man’s cheeks. Who would have thought that Tora was a kind man? Uruha was the only person in the club who cared for him. He thought the world was full of unwanted strangers, lusting after his body but he was wrong. There was an angel before his eyes, trying to pull him away from the darkness. Saga gave a soft peck on the other lips before spilling words he thought he didn’t dared to say. “I love you, Tora.”
In that short moment, with just those simple words - time began to pass slowly. Tora stood there motionlessly, trying to register what was said a few seconds ago. Saga bites his lips because he knew the other wouldn’t accept him. He knew Tora was going to reject him but instead the tall man pressed his lips firmly against his very own. He brought up his hands and held Saga’s face gently as he nibbled the other’s bottom lips. Saga willingly parted his lips as the other slipped in his tongue and they fight for dominance. Saga tasted delicious - it was a mixture of Orange Cassis and his own. Tora deepened the kiss as he heard Saga surpassed a soft moan. After a few minutes of kissing, they broke away as they gasp for air. Saga looked away, embarrassed with the short intimacy.
“Will you come home with me?” Saga nodded shyly. The two of them walked back home hand in hand before they reached their destination. Tora unlocked the door and let Saga walk in first, just to make sure the other would be comfortable with the house. Tora’s house was simple since the room was furnished with little furniture. After all, Tora was a simple university man. They took off their shoes and walked into the living room. Saga gulped hard because he was nervous. Tora pulled Saga into his bedroom before pushing the other onto the large bed. The light brown head landed with oomph with his legs dangled over the edge. Tora was already shirtless and climbed on top of Saga with lustful eyes.
“Tora…I never do this before…I’m still a…virgin.” Tora leaned down and devour the other’s red lips. Saga placed his hands on Tora’s chest as he tried to push the bigger man away from him. They broke the kiss and Tora stared into Saga’s anxious brown chestnut eyes. “I’ll be gentle on you, my love since it is my first time too.” Tora whispered softly before capturing the other lips again. Saga wrapped his arms around Tora as the raven hair man was sucking and nibbling his lips before proceeding towards his jaw and neck. Saga let out a long moan as Tora sucked on him hard. He help Saga remove his vest and shirt off and tossed it on the floor. Tora watched Saga’s exposed skin with fingers gliding over the younger man’s hips and another soft whimper escaped from Saga’s mouth. He trailed kisses over his collarbone and around his shoulder then go lower to suck his left nipples. Saga can’t help it but to moan loudly and arched his back. Tora sucked on Saga’s hard nipple before he rose up from his activity due to the tightness around his jeans.
“No…” Saga mewed at the lost touch. Tora took off his jeans and stood in front of the younger man fully naked. Saga stood up and grabbed Tora’s cock which was unexpectedly big. The older man moaned deep in his throat as Saga’s cold fingers wrapped around him. “Saga…you don’t have to…” Tora moaned when he felt Saga’s hot breath as he kneeled down facing the other erected dick.
“But I want to…taste you,” Saga whispered before rubbing over the tip with his cold thumb. The younger man hesitated at first but eventually, he took Tora’s hard dick all the way into his mouth. A loud long moan left the taller man’s lips as the other started sucking. Saga was shocked with the new feeling. However, he kept on sucking the now covered pre-cum length between his lips. Tora tasted incredible. Saga have never done this with a man before and knowing that he is now sucking Tora’s dick, he came to like the taste. “S-Saga…please…Mmng…” Tora groaned lowly as he grabbed a handful strand of brown locks, forcing the shorter man to take him a little bit more.
Saga’s fingertips travelled over Tora’s tight balls and swirled his tongue around his length, humming softly. A few more suck and the kneeled man released the hard dick from his throat - licking up the long erected length and nibbled the tip before taking everything in again. Tora was almost reaching his peak but he didn’t want to come yet. He quickly pulled Saga away from him and shoved the younger man onto the bed - his pre-cum started dripping on Saga’s flat stomach.
“I need to prepare you…” Tora instructed with a husky voice which send shivers down Saga’s spine. The older man pulled the light brown head’s pants and brushed his lips against his inner thighs. He turns his head between the younger man’s legs and lap his tongue at his tight hole. Saga screamed when he felt the wet meat inside his ass. Tora could feel the muscle around this tongue tightens but he continued licking and poking through it.
Saga gripped the bed sheet tightly - his legs were trembling when Tora stopped his activity. He was half ready for the next procedure. Tora kiss Saga’s soft lips before walking towards his drawer and took out a bottle of lubricant. He looked at the nervous man on bed and gave an assuring smile.
“Tora-kun…please be gentle.” Saga uttered softly. He was clenching his fists together, mentally preparing himself with what Tora was about to do next. The tall man gently pushed one finger which resulted his lover to moan deeply. He started thrusting his finger slowly before adding a second digit into the tight hole. Saga kept writhing his hips as Tora scissored his fingers and thrusting them in and out. Although Tora was preparing and pleasuring Saga, the young man was hurting. He kept his head to the side as he was trying to feel the pleasure through Tora’s ministrations. The taller man lean down and kiss Saga before adding a third finger - thrusting them deeply. Tora swallow Saga’s screaming as he stretched his tight hole. The light brown head was panting until he broke the kiss and shouted Tora’s name.
In that moment, Tora knew that the other was ready. He removed his fingers and spread some lube onto his length, groaning softly at the coldness. He grab his cock and position himself at Saga’s entrance. Saga took a deep breath before it was cut short when Tora pushed himself slowly. The young man was making a few little sounds of whimpers encouraging the other to push in deeper. Once he was fully in, he stayed there waiting for Saga to adjust to the new feeling. Tora could feel the muscle clenching around him. Saga was so tight - it was so hot in there.
A few minutes has passed and Saga asked Tora to move. Although it was Saga and his first time, he didn’t want to hurt the man beneath him. He wanted to give the other pleasure, not pain. “Are you sure you want me to move?” Tora asked his lover in between heavy breath. Saga didn’t reply but instead, he pushes himself harshly and the two of them groaned in pleasure. Tora started to thrust slowly with Saga wrapping his legs around the elder’s waist, arms around his neck pulling him closer. Tora started to buck his hips faster. It was getting easier to move since Saga’s entrance was loosening up. After a few slow thrust, Saga started to move his hips - matching Tora’s rhythm.
The sound of slapping hips and deep sensual moans filled the room. The elder’s thrust started to get more frantic due to the delicious sound coming out from Saga’s lips. With every movement, Saga would make pleasurable noises, turning him on immensely. “T-Tora…f-f-faster! Mhhhnggg! Like that! Ahhh!” Saga’s blunt nails were digging into Tora’s back as he moaned out loudly. He pulled the man above him closer for an open mouth kiss. Tora was pulling out almost all the way and then pounding back in - he was shifting every angle, trying to find the sweet spot that will turn Saga into complete bliss.
Saga was moaning and chanting the elder’s name when suddenly, he screamed loudly in pure pleasure. Tora had found that spot. He angled it a little more and hit it dead on. Saga wrapped his legs tighter and his nails dug deeper. Tora kept thrusting into that spot until he felt the urge to release. “Saga…I’m g-gonna c-cum s-soon!”
He leaned down and kisses Saga’s neck as their hips continue to smack each other. Saga couldn’t hold back any longer, he felt his stomach tightening. Tora bit the younger man’s skin leaving a bright red mark as he came hard and deep inside of Saga. Saga cried out Tora’s name as his thick creamy seed spurted onto their stomach. They rode out their climaxes together, holding each other tightly. Saga’s leg fell to the bed and Tora collapsed on top of him. The younger man wrapped his arms around Tora while his lover snuggled into the embrace, still inside him.
A few minutes have passed and they have gotten their breath back. Tora pulled himself out of Saga and the two of them moaned at the emptiness. The taller man lay beside Saga when he heard his clock chiming. It was already midnight now. He turned to look at the man beside him whom in return, stared back into his eyes.
“I love you too, Saga. Will you stay with me?” Saga was holding back his tears. He knew the other man was sincere with his feeling and hugged him tightly before replying his answer. “Yes!” Tora smiled. He moves up a bit and kissed Saga passionately as if they were longing for each other. “You are the best birthday present I ever had, Saga. Thank you.” Tora whispered before pulling the other man into another deep kiss.
On 17th September, Tora received a birthday present that he never thought will be with him for eternity. Uruha was right - Saga was his special person and his perfect gift. Saga had agreed on staying with him, which meant that Saga was his property and he was going to take care of him. The night on his birthday, Saga granted three of his birthday wishes - to stay with him, quit his job and call the police regarding his abusive father by the next morning.
On the day of his birthday, he had someone to accompany him. Saga was sleeping soundly by his side and he was happy because he was not alone anymore.
~the end~