Feb 12, 2005 11:28
I swear, everyone is out to fucking get me. Every boyfriend that I have, someone always trys to fuck the whole thing up. Yeah...I smoke pot, so what? I don't do it all the fucking time, and Ross is trying to say that I smoke more than him and Eric. They are all trying to get him to break up with me, and they are all trying to say that I am lying. No, I am not fucking lying. I don't smoke more than Ross or Eric. I smoke fucking occasionally. I only really smoke with Rocquel, and whoever just shows up at her house. I have smoked with her three times, Sam twice, Matt three times, Tony twice, Eric once, James once...That is all the times that I have smoked. I have only smoked nine times, because James was with Tony one time, Ross was with Tony that same time. Eric was with Tony the one time, And I was with Sam twice and once was with Matt. SO there...that is my nine fucking times. I don't know why what I do with my life is so fucking important to people. Yeah, I make a lot of fucking mistakes, and you know what, at least I am trying to have a fucking LIFE. God just leave me the fuck alone.