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[bloodredfire]

so maybe professors are right and college isn't for me right now...maybe i should take another break, but a longer one and just focus on getting better mentally.  i could do a sleep study and see why my head is doing the hurting thing when it's horizontal and then take some more time to figure out my emotional aspect.  i just don't want to because i feel like i'm giving up and leaving behind my sorority annnnnd gah.  but i also feel like my advisor is pushing me to take time off.

I mean I think I might just plug through this semester, but I dunno about next and just gahhhhhhhhhhh

and ferreal, this fruit fly needs to go away.

as does this wanting to sob feeling...kinda over it