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Since he's disappeared I was really lonely, but the past week or two has been amazing. I just think I've realized that I should stop making an effort to have someone in my life if they do not even want to pick up the phone. So much has happened in the past month that I needed to call him and tell him. There was a certain role he had in my life. He was the one person I could possibly tell anything too whatsoever. I'll find someone else to fill that gap.