seems like a dream...
Well here I go again, being swept off my feet by a beautiful guy... so lets see where this can lead, it's long distance, we r close right now but come 2 weeks from now, all i will be able to do is write to him and call him... The thing i love is the fact that b4 i knew he was rich and that he was beautiful, i already knew what i felt... some of you don't care about anything that happens in my life, and thats ok, i don't expect you to...
Looking into his eyes is like watching the sun set and seeing a full moon rise in it's place. They are so blue, the bluest i have ever seen, like pools of water near a tropical island. His touch is so warm on my cold icy skin, and though I know my skin is like ice, for a second I can't feel it. all i can feel is warmth surging through me. When i see him, he is always smiling and i can hardly look at his face when he smiles because it makes me feel so unworthy to have someone so amazing. We laid together him on top of me with a blanket and nothing else, it was if we were one, and for a moment i felt what true happiness was... it was two souls combining not through any action, but through just knowing and exchanging our souls... i held so tight on to him and could hear in the silence his heart beat and the sound of his breathing, i could feel the air rise up in him and then as it left him... i could feel every movement of his muscles and the slow caress of his hand on my face, moving the hair from my eyes... for a second i cried, and he again wiped that away... I don't want to fall again, i don't want this pain that will come from all of this... but i do want him... is it worth feeling happiness even though the chances of it lasting are almost obsolete? God give me a sign that this time my faith will hold out and I can rest at night knowing he will be there when i wake... keep the nightmares away, keep the insanity at rest... give me strength to fight for what i now know i feel... peace of mind for a soul that has been so restless... let this be true and not a falsified feeling with in me... Now i lay me down to sleep, his cologne i smell on my sheets, on my clothes and on my skin, i would give it all up to just stand by him... everythign i do now starts a reaction, i can't sleep or think or even breath for a second with out thinking of him. and now as i grow tired and weary, his face enters my mind, and now To love...it's as vital as breath. And without it, without feeling, without anger, without sorrow, love is just a clock.. ticking. God watch over us both and keep us safe from that which we fear most.
I love you Bill, an dnot a second will go by that my heart doesn't ache for you... Ich Liebe Dish, Je Tame, L'amo, Jeg elsker De ... Good night Much Love
Looking into his eyes is like watching the sun set and seeing a full moon rise in it's place. They are so blue, the bluest i have ever seen, like pools of water near a tropical island. His touch is so warm on my cold icy skin, and though I know my skin is like ice, for a second I can't feel it. all i can feel is warmth surging through me. When i see him, he is always smiling and i can hardly look at his face when he smiles because it makes me feel so unworthy to have someone so amazing. We laid together him on top of me with a blanket and nothing else, it was if we were one, and for a moment i felt what true happiness was... it was two souls combining not through any action, but through just knowing and exchanging our souls... i held so tight on to him and could hear in the silence his heart beat and the sound of his breathing, i could feel the air rise up in him and then as it left him... i could feel every movement of his muscles and the slow caress of his hand on my face, moving the hair from my eyes... for a second i cried, and he again wiped that away... I don't want to fall again, i don't want this pain that will come from all of this... but i do want him... is it worth feeling happiness even though the chances of it lasting are almost obsolete? God give me a sign that this time my faith will hold out and I can rest at night knowing he will be there when i wake... keep the nightmares away, keep the insanity at rest... give me strength to fight for what i now know i feel... peace of mind for a soul that has been so restless... let this be true and not a falsified feeling with in me... Now i lay me down to sleep, his cologne i smell on my sheets, on my clothes and on my skin, i would give it all up to just stand by him... everythign i do now starts a reaction, i can't sleep or think or even breath for a second with out thinking of him. and now as i grow tired and weary, his face enters my mind, and now To love...it's as vital as breath. And without it, without feeling, without anger, without sorrow, love is just a clock.. ticking. God watch over us both and keep us safe from that which we fear most.
I love you Bill, an dnot a second will go by that my heart doesn't ache for you... Ich Liebe Dish, Je Tame, L'amo, Jeg elsker De ... Good night Much Love