Oct 16, 2020 19:23
Sometimes I get to thinking...
And it hurts.
I really want to pull myself away from Andy, but his kisses are just too cute.
I really want to pull myself closer to Dale, but I haven't talked to him in a while.
I really hate Adam, but he still calls me every fucking day.
I really want Justin to lay off, but I don't know how to tell him.
I really want to go to the mall this coming Saturday.(Not yesterday)
Anyone want to join me?
Without Nic.
I really don't want to think about him right now.
He pisses me off.
And to think he split up my best friend and I...
It hurts.
I wish I didn't hurt right now.
But lack of taking my medication is making my moods go up and down like a fucking roller coaster at Cedar Point in the pouring rain.
I was really depressed today.
It was sad.
Is anyone really reading this?
I need someone to talk to.
Sarah's not a real friend.
I just care about her too much.
Grr.
I need a boyfriend.
Dale?
I dunno.
Someone.
Hook me up, someone.
Love,
Mike's random Karly