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im in one of those moods to tell everything, to sit down and just spit the truth, as luda would say. but i dont have the sligtest idea on what to say. theres many secrets i keep from being plastered into my livejournal and then pasted up for the world to see. actually, i do tell quite a lot about everything, its just in code. i will say the smallest words and they can mean everything or nothing. but never am i outright clear about anything. i avoid thinking about what happens in my life too much because its in the past and its gone. thats who i am, and i live for right now. and im a secrative motherfucker.
though its true you can ask me anything about anything and i will tell you as forwardly as i can. unless im afraid of that subject and havent dealt with it. but usually im fine talking about stuff that happened to me. because i dont worry about that, its in the past.
i dont really know where im going with this. i feel this need to give myself this disclaimer for everything i do and how i react all of the time. i feel this need right now to be entirely selfish and write about myself just a little bit. and i have nothing real to say, just nonsense about how i dont know what to say.
how about we play a game for the next few hours or whenever i remember to check this. how about since i wanna talk about myself, like the spoiled selfish piece that i am, how about anyone who had a question about me can ask it in a comment either anonnymusly or signed and i will answer. whatever you want it to be about too.
by the way, my 12 year old sister is eating a popsicle and shes eating it very...non-lady-like. its pissing me off.
though its true you can ask me anything about anything and i will tell you as forwardly as i can. unless im afraid of that subject and havent dealt with it. but usually im fine talking about stuff that happened to me. because i dont worry about that, its in the past.
i dont really know where im going with this. i feel this need to give myself this disclaimer for everything i do and how i react all of the time. i feel this need right now to be entirely selfish and write about myself just a little bit. and i have nothing real to say, just nonsense about how i dont know what to say.
how about we play a game for the next few hours or whenever i remember to check this. how about since i wanna talk about myself, like the spoiled selfish piece that i am, how about anyone who had a question about me can ask it in a comment either anonnymusly or signed and i will answer. whatever you want it to be about too.
by the way, my 12 year old sister is eating a popsicle and shes eating it very...non-lady-like. its pissing me off.