so much.
right now, im thinking so many things and i am very overwhelmed. not it a bad way at all. but i fustrated that i dont have adequet words to disrcibe even when im thinking at the moment. its awful. and im just in an ackward mood. im not sad or anything, just pissed of at words right now. im happier than ive ever ever been. and the beautiful thing is that tomorrow ill be even more happy. because this feeling is progressive like that.
im thinking that i want to deleate this journal. cos theres only one thing i ever want to talk about, and i cant really form words enough to my liking in order to describe it. so just dont write, would be the first thing anyone would say. but its not that simple. i need to.
adam is swearing at the video games and i got like 2 hours of sleep. lets re-evaluate this shit later.
p.s. i love ben. as if no one knew.
im thinking that i want to deleate this journal. cos theres only one thing i ever want to talk about, and i cant really form words enough to my liking in order to describe it. so just dont write, would be the first thing anyone would say. but its not that simple. i need to.
adam is swearing at the video games and i got like 2 hours of sleep. lets re-evaluate this shit later.
p.s. i love ben. as if no one knew.