i miss you so much dude... i've been feeling swollen in the lovespot and i just couldn't stay thereext_2699042October 3 2016, 00:15:15 UTC
i love these moments. i've felt people look at me like there's a paleness they can tell i believe in that because they can see it in me they want to doubt it away. and that mood can carry as we approach. but in any case, after we've passed it takes the internal monologue a lot of reassurances that the moment's over and our souls can let go of each other without it being disruptive to the other person's day. sometimes the mood doesn't carry, but we're never friends until afterwards. it's all distrust up throughout the approach. utter disbelief that what they're seeing is a belief system and a dialogical frame that they are running both without but inside me and themselves. "do you mean i really have this elevation within me." that's the feeling but so many different meanings to the question, and that spaceless fear of falling made secure. i love that. making a person feel like their feet are on the ground for the first time, and trying to reassure them afterwards that i know they've fallen as a way for them to root back to whatever calm we might have shared in between passing along intersections. trying to avoid the risk of slowing down and some stupid sexualization or wrongness tainting and reducing the looking into each other.
but in any case, after we've passed it takes the internal monologue a lot of reassurances that the moment's over and our souls can let go of each other without it being disruptive to the other person's day.
sometimes the mood doesn't carry, but we're never friends until afterwards. it's all distrust up throughout the approach. utter disbelief that what they're seeing is a belief system and a dialogical frame that they are running both without but inside me and themselves. "do you mean i really have this elevation within me." that's the feeling but so many different meanings to the question, and that spaceless fear of falling made secure.
i love that. making a person feel like their feet are on the ground for the first time, and trying to reassure them afterwards that i know they've fallen as a way for them to root back to whatever calm we might have shared in between passing along intersections. trying to avoid the risk of slowing down and some stupid sexualization or wrongness tainting and reducing the looking into each other.
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