CONFESSION
Got my car fixed nad back today.
Its going to cost me 100 bucks a month for 4 months to pay it off.
Im in lvoe with joe.
Confession: I have a drug problem- i have been doing drugs for a while, when my mom and joe left i went out of control. Im not blaming them. ANd now i cant do it anymore.
I just cant take it. So im done with the drugs.
Support form anyone will help.
This is going to take a lot of tears. I hope i can out last the pain.
I will have to because i cant deal with the drugs anymore.
I would die of bliss tonight if someone was here to hold me tonight. ANd kiss me and tell me i can do this and im not going to die. Tell me that they love me. THat they love all the things about me that i seem to hate. That they need me. AND then wake in the morning with me and love me still.
I dont know how i am going to get through this.
I jsut cant believe i let things get so bad.
I disapoint myself.
Do i disapoint you??
I jsut feel so bad all the time.
How can that be normal??
Its going to cost me 100 bucks a month for 4 months to pay it off.
Im in lvoe with joe.
Confession: I have a drug problem- i have been doing drugs for a while, when my mom and joe left i went out of control. Im not blaming them. ANd now i cant do it anymore.
I just cant take it. So im done with the drugs.
Support form anyone will help.
This is going to take a lot of tears. I hope i can out last the pain.
I will have to because i cant deal with the drugs anymore.
I would die of bliss tonight if someone was here to hold me tonight. ANd kiss me and tell me i can do this and im not going to die. Tell me that they love me. THat they love all the things about me that i seem to hate. That they need me. AND then wake in the morning with me and love me still.
I dont know how i am going to get through this.
I jsut cant believe i let things get so bad.
I disapoint myself.
Do i disapoint you??
I jsut feel so bad all the time.
How can that be normal??