Melissa is pregnant. I am at a point where I don't know if I am shocked or not. Although it was comforting to know that she had done the smart thing and put herself back on birth control pills, she smokes. I had forgotten that if you smoke, it reduces the effects of the pill, risking your free and young life in the process. Tiny Melissa, soon
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No, she's not doing drugs. That weekend they took the car, she wasn't on anything. She said that she wasn't because she already knew she was pregnant. She doesn't want to lose the baby this time. All she does is smoke cigs.
I don't think she's ready for a baby but I'm hoping that it will calm her down a bit and realize that this responsibility needs to be taken care of and it's not temporary.
As for other things, I was wondering who told you what she had said about you being a lying whore? She said, and when did I say this?
Now, I guess it doesn't really matter if I believe her. I mean, she could have said it to cover her back. That doesn't make her a horrible person. I would have done the same thing. Lets face it, you can kick some ass. But she says that she's not mad, she really wasn't mad before. She's afraid to show up at your house because of what might happen. She knows that everyone doesn't like her there. Andrew doesn't go because he doesn't want to make her feel that way, and believe it or not it's pretty genuine.
As for the wedding, I don't know what's going to happen. I know that if there is one, I'm the maid of honor but I won't be showing up the way you said because I have more respect than that. It doesn't bother me how it happened anymore. Plus, lets be real, I don't want to be embarrassed because of what I wore. But I guess I'm done. I know everyone may think I'm naive and that's fine with me. Like I said, I've known her for almost my whole life. I'm trying to forget the bad things she's done and focus on the good. She's not a bad person. She's just wild and confused. She doesn't know how to handle anything. But it surprised me to know that she was taking the pill. Her mom found out that they couldn't afford it and she got it for her. But she smokes and it reduced that effect.
I know it sounds stupid to most everyone, but I wish everyone would try to make up with her. I know that she's willing. We're growing up and friends are what we need. We need to get over all the bad things and focus on the good. I'm probably fighting a losing battle but it's always worth a try.
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