Dec 03, 2008 08:18
When I loose faith is when I am shown the way. It happens every time. I said to myself "I give up!" and then I found him. I have no clue where this is going to take me... but it will probably be until May before any big plans are made. It's really way to soon for me to make formal introductions and say too much about him, just know he makes me so happy. And if it is just for a short time then at least I had happiness for that period...
On a side note I started working a second job as a bridal consultant, so if I wasn't hard to reach before I am even harder now. I am trying to keep up with everything but it's not working so well. In 2 weeks things will start to become a bit easier I think.
*sigh* I just have this smile I can't wipe off my face... why would I want to try though. He pleases me so...