Oct 21, 2008 10:19
At work, too early, and pondering the way things have been working.
Things have really wound up quite nicely within the last couple of weeks, like too good, to the point where its making me nervous.
In all seriousness this boy if far too good to be true. Like in all honesty I feel like something bad is stirring in the background of this.
Like I can't trust this kid, I can't bring myself to believe the things he says because its happening all too quickly, and too perfectly.
Its sad because he's never given me a reason to think hes lying and to be honest, its like I feel hurt already because I just assume he's like scheming on me.
ugghghsdjgbsdjkbsdkjfb Its so gay
sdjbgkjbgdjgdjgbdjkbgdjksidkghn
I hate my brain, and I hate being nervous and jealous because he is soooooooooo fucking incredible.
GAH X(
so I attempt #1 on the venom failed.
The piercing went over well, very well actually, unfortunately the jewelry was an epic fail and wouldn't go through.
Yes I followed the needle through, but for some reason the ring just fought me.
I guess I try it again in a couple of days with a stud, after the slight bit of bruising goes away.
Its really not good to let lip piercings heal with a stud, but at this point, I'd rather have a stud in there for a couple of days and then switch it to the ring, I don't want to have to fight with it again. It bled way too much.
Sorry this entry is just about me bitching, but I guess shits just gay.