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well hello again journal sorry i havent written in u for like the longest time. but ne ways lets move on first my "friends" did u know friends is a very big word although it doesnt seem like it.but ne ways well amanda im very happy for u that u found a guy and i wish u the best, melissa im sorry about the ruben thing but what i think is best is to get over him so yea.well now i know the tru meaning of "FRIENDS" they are only ur friends if they support u no matter what u do and right now i only have aobut six of them right now which are laura melissa lili nancy candy( i think) and amanda (i think).and of cours my tru and only love vanessa. yes i said it because we are going out again i asked her out today and i can still remember how i felt the first time we went out and i feel the same way.although i was talking to other girls i still had a lot of feelings for her and i dont know what i was doing. then i saw her with one of my old friends and i got suuuppperr jealous and i never get like that but i guess its different this time especially since i love her soooooo much so yea and i wanna thank my friends for being there for me thanks guys. and VANESSA I LOVE YOU. WELL THATS IT EVERYONE SO ILL TTYL peace out