"WOW" i am in shock but really cool with this.
hello again journal hello everyone.well if you read my subject or title or whatever you wanna call it i am in great shock.ok but if you know this girl dont say a word to no one or ill kick your ass so hard it wont be funny.any ways so i was talking to my gf(vanessa)on tuesday and we were talking and stuff and then i said well im gonna ask you some questions and shes like ok so i ask some questions blah blah blah...but heres the good part well for me at least ne ways i asked her if she was DOWN(if you dont know what that is you suck)ne ways i asked her that and she was like whats that so then i told her and she was like i dont know you tell me and i was like how would i know im not you and she paused for a while and she was like "yea i guess" and i was like you guess you cant guess its either yes or no and then another pause and then she said........."yea" and i was like for reals are you serious and she was like yea and i was like oh my goodness "YES MAN I HIT THE JACKPOT" so then i was like oh so you have feelings of doing it and she was like yea and then she said that when i went to my friends quince she was feeling it and i was like oh man i should have picked her up damn it man.so i lost out there but we are going to the movies on friday and we'll c what happens.but right now i am really happy i am like i said "WOW" i didnt think she was like that but yea so you know i gotta prepare just in case so but yea.ne ways i am really happy for my lil sis melissa cuz she likes this guy and its good cuz she says he's nice and everything so if your reading this just wait and c what happens ok.well i got two new cd's one today and one on saturday i think we'll the one on saturday was LOST PROPHETS and the one today was LINKIN PARK they are good cd's really good well that's it for today ill update you more on our relationship.and amanda um good luck at school and um c ya at practice.people who wondered if i still think about amanda i do but not as much you know on and off like oh yea cherries cool and stuff you know like sugarcult and stuff but what im trying to say here is im over her now so yea i found someone else that is special to me well c ya later journal and thanx for reading evrybody and leave a comment on your thoughts about this entry.LATERS