JAke Got ya bodyy.. wooo wooo wooo
I feel like im in a gutter.
why?
Must jealousy, awkwardness and confusion get the best of me when i think, hear or see anything to do with him. And its hard when people always have some kind of connection with him or have anything to do with him. It bugs me alot still to this date.
I dont exist when im around others but i exist when you have no 'others'.
To be able to be in a good mood I cannot be in the same room as you anymore. It just wont work for my own benefit.. So to be able to do that I guess i'll have to be a bitch and back out of any type of situation thats involve you or has you in or around it.
Theres just no point to this little game that were playing anymore really.
Its lost its fun, its lost its touch. Its DONE.
I say this over and over and over again. But each time I do, I just get stronger in my words and beliefs.
What are we even doing? Honestly.. I just want to ask you that. More so i want to ask you, what the fuck are you doin?
Whats goin on in that cracked up cranium of yours because if I had one wish, I think it would to be able to read you like a book so i could understand you a little better to ease myself at night.
But i cant have that wish nor would i even need a reason to have that wish come to life because still... It would get me no where between us..
I just want to feel comfortable for once without having to feel so fucking awkward everywhere I go.
Being and feeling alone is sometimes the best thing in life for me.
"I wish I could trade your place, so romantic full of faith
Keep your own time, leave me be, I'm tryin to spare you
You seen lit forever, all I see is war.
Help me help you, walk away, leave this on amazing grace
You don't know from pure disgrace, you still think I'm here to save
I know I haven't been walking a humble path
I know I cursed at your name and then laughed
I'm not even really here
I can't give what I can't take
I wanna watch you come apart at the seams
Everything must go"
why?
Must jealousy, awkwardness and confusion get the best of me when i think, hear or see anything to do with him. And its hard when people always have some kind of connection with him or have anything to do with him. It bugs me alot still to this date.
I dont exist when im around others but i exist when you have no 'others'.
To be able to be in a good mood I cannot be in the same room as you anymore. It just wont work for my own benefit.. So to be able to do that I guess i'll have to be a bitch and back out of any type of situation thats involve you or has you in or around it.
Theres just no point to this little game that were playing anymore really.
Its lost its fun, its lost its touch. Its DONE.
I say this over and over and over again. But each time I do, I just get stronger in my words and beliefs.
What are we even doing? Honestly.. I just want to ask you that. More so i want to ask you, what the fuck are you doin?
Whats goin on in that cracked up cranium of yours because if I had one wish, I think it would to be able to read you like a book so i could understand you a little better to ease myself at night.
But i cant have that wish nor would i even need a reason to have that wish come to life because still... It would get me no where between us..
I just want to feel comfortable for once without having to feel so fucking awkward everywhere I go.
Being and feeling alone is sometimes the best thing in life for me.
"I wish I could trade your place, so romantic full of faith
Keep your own time, leave me be, I'm tryin to spare you
You seen lit forever, all I see is war.
Help me help you, walk away, leave this on amazing grace
You don't know from pure disgrace, you still think I'm here to save
I know I haven't been walking a humble path
I know I cursed at your name and then laughed
I'm not even really here
I can't give what I can't take
I wanna watch you come apart at the seams
Everything must go"