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Today I got an email, it was Brett, he wants to get together tonight, he wants to talk to me. It's very random and more so strange being what yesterday was the five year anniversary of. Yes, that's right, I do know not only the day and year, but the very time of day of the biggest mistake of my life. No, I do not think it's unhealthy, thank you very much. I actually had a great day yesterday, best I've had in months.
Anyway, I don't know how I feel about meeting up with Brett tonight at all let alone by myself because even Mike is out of town this weekend. The only person I can think of who I know is in town and would back me up is Andy, who is very clear he likes me and I think taking him to meet up with the one and only guy I have ever loved is probably a bad idea.
All just very messed up is all. :|
Anyway, I don't know how I feel about meeting up with Brett tonight at all let alone by myself because even Mike is out of town this weekend. The only person I can think of who I know is in town and would back me up is Andy, who is very clear he likes me and I think taking him to meet up with the one and only guy I have ever loved is probably a bad idea.
All just very messed up is all. :|