May 30, 2005 16:55
So check it....Bong hold were in melbs last weekend and i missed it cos i had to work and shit. i am definetly a shit human. i hope they had massive mosh and kids loved them.
i had a reasonably tight weekend however here in the town of all towns- Adelaide. fri chilled with erin and whatched movies that were shit then had to wake up way to early to work on sat but the cash is good and i need it for all the rad shit the very near future holds.
Had a nap during the day and then dat arvo chilled with my good friend emily.
Then cancer rocked up and the party started.
Cancer wanted to get paro so he bought 3 VB long necks for $10 he is a funny dude and i love him.We chilled i showeredf then nigas rocked up at mine knotty and canada that is.
Hit up shotz and some rad shit happened lilcammy and his paroed out one nighter was the highlight i think.
Seing Lyndal was decent too.
But this brings me to big news. and just so theres no doubts or rumurs here it is.
After a long time of thinking and many back and forths i decided it was time to have a drink(alcoholic that is)and maybe even a smoke.
This was a fucking hard decision but id been fighting with it for a long time now. I stopped drinking and smoking on the 17th of april 2004 cos i fucked my self p in a massivly paroed out state and realised that i was way too dependent on them so i stopped. after a while i was overwhellmed by being clean and drug free because deny it all you want it is real good, and thought i might wana claim edge but i decided that if i was going to i wasnt gona be one of those homos who jumps in to it only to sell out a short while after. Im glad i gave my self a year because it was time enough to go through all the stages and realise right now in my life i want to have a drink when i fell like it. But i dont even know what the future holds so maybe ill give it up one day when im older.
I need to say a massive tahnk you to all my good friends that understood this and helped me through it, and if your gona hate me now then bring it cos if you wana dance im the loard of tango haha.
And this has to be said i could not of been sitting in between two better people when i took that first sip of scoth and coke. xwebdogx and xstux you are my fuckin homies and im gona get a tattoo of yous arm wrestling.
I owe yall alot thanks.
Peace out peeps this has been too long and gay see you at the REAL HARDCORE SHOW THIS FRIDAY then the southern for my boy lilchris's 18th
peace niggas