SO yeah
Aight so today my mama had to go to hospital, i am fucking emo i love my mum soooo much more than anything on this plannet and i have spent like everysecond off this day thinking about her. i see her tonight so im happy but i have to see her all drugged up which is a little scarry talking to someone who is half there.
If anyone can distract me tonite hook it up i need it.
On other notes i have been without drugs or alcohol or cigarettes in in over a year now. its wierd i thought after a year it would be easy. but i still find my self struggling some times. its wierd but i love the way i feel now and thats why i am doing it. If anyone new me about 2 years ago i was a fair mess in so much debt so unhealthy andconstantly fucked up.
I respect ppls choices to drink hard smoke the cancer and take drugs if they want its their choice and im so chilled with that. as long as you dont rag on me from abstaining cos this is my fucking choice. if i wana get pissed ill still out drink most of you.fo real
but im happy not so respect.
On conclusion I hate that im back on LJ,I hate that my mum is sick and i dont hate drinking unless you get drunk and then step into the drivers seat because then you are indangering alot of other innocent ppl.
DRINK DRIVE I HOPE YOU DIE
Oh and zombie tatts are ok
If anyone can distract me tonite hook it up i need it.
On other notes i have been without drugs or alcohol or cigarettes in in over a year now. its wierd i thought after a year it would be easy. but i still find my self struggling some times. its wierd but i love the way i feel now and thats why i am doing it. If anyone new me about 2 years ago i was a fair mess in so much debt so unhealthy andconstantly fucked up.
I respect ppls choices to drink hard smoke the cancer and take drugs if they want its their choice and im so chilled with that. as long as you dont rag on me from abstaining cos this is my fucking choice. if i wana get pissed ill still out drink most of you.fo real
but im happy not so respect.
On conclusion I hate that im back on LJ,I hate that my mum is sick and i dont hate drinking unless you get drunk and then step into the drivers seat because then you are indangering alot of other innocent ppl.
DRINK DRIVE I HOPE YOU DIE
Oh and zombie tatts are ok