Unfulfillment. Fill Me The Fuck Up.

Sep 30, 2005 20:16

Hello. I have been so uninspired by this el jay lately... Haha. Plus nothing has been going on. School has been busy. My weekdays consist of homework. Uhm. I've had a few good weekends. Went to a sick ska show a few weekends back. I've had two sinus infections. Fucken sucks. I'm currently on antibiotics. I think I have a new crush. It's an impossible one though. Damn! Haha. Other than that it's been insanely dull and there is definitely a huge hole in me. Something is for sure missing. Don't ask me what it is. I don't know. Haha. Well, I love ska cos it's beautiful. I love dance; it's also just as beautiful, maybe more if you do it right. I absolutely love bass. My bass has been my buddy on a few lonely Friday/Saturday nights. I think I made the mistake tonight, by setting myself to be stood up. What the fuck was I thinking that somebody would pull through?! How insane could I be!? Obviously I didn't learn my lesson with that one yet. What the fuck, what the fuck. I just feel like a retard for being so stupid. I might go to the HORR tomorrow night to see a band that's prolly dumb. At least I won't be stuck at home. I'm too picky I've concluded. Find friends you absolutely love?! What?!!!? Twice in a lifetime!? I don't think so . . . Haha. Well I'm a fairy in a play. Come see me if you want. It should be cool. *sigh* Promise me this : Act as if you aren't even really acting at all.

Thank you.

And Goodnight.
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