Wow I Have SO Much To Say Kids.
So I toled Mark I wanted to move out and he pretty much freaked out. I tried to be nice and explain to him that:
I can't afford it right now
He really can't afford it either and I am footing most thee bills
He wants more out of this than I do and I don't want any hard feelings I thought I was being nice by explaining to him that I am not being a BITCH and that I don't want to waste anymore of his time... Because although I do care for him and about him... I just know that he wants too much out of me right now and I don't like rushed pushy relationships where I feel as though I am married and I have no life and no say in anything that goes down in my life. God I missed writing in this thing freely and getting shit off my chest. ANYWAY. I thought that was thee right thing to do... Right? Wrong. He's taking it all wrong and being really snotty and snide when I call and ask him shit or try to talk to him. I have come to thee conclusion however that I just need to let it go. I need to quit trying to please everyone else with my actions and just worry about me and getting my shit together. That is just how it has to be.
When I moved back in with dad Merdy and I started hanging out a LOT. I'm pretty sure that by now everyone who reads this and actually knows me in person knows that Merd and I had a VERY brief... Thing... Call it what you will. And now she is being so weird. Like she was a total class A royal bitch to me on Monday night when Jessicka, Nick, and I went over to Luke's for a bon fire just because she was mad I was sitting on Nick's lap. That pissed me off. She talked madd shit to everyone even in front of me and then tried to even make me feel bad about it. I got mad and I told her pretty much "I don't even want to be friends with you and kick it anymore because your playing high school games with too much drama and I don't want anything to do with it"... So today after I gave her a note further explaining my reasoning for not wanting to chill... She calls me and is all like guilt tripping me about my decision to part ways with her as anything more than friends and as even a friend.
Did I mention DanK is dating Andrea? Rob's ex/baby mama... Yeah. She's so cute. Or pretty. Whatever. And she is super nice. And we have ten thousand things in common. We like thee same music. Have thee same favorite band. Thee same taste in clothes (to an extent)... We are both obsessed with Frappucinno (however you spell that shit) and we both have or had a black and white kitten named Twilight (did I mention I got a kitten and a new snake? well I did)... Anyway she's awesome and I am so super happy that Dan finally has a nice pretty girlfriend who makes him happy and who I can actually associate with because she ISNT a little bitch like some of his ex-girlfriends (fill in thee blank)...
I started talking to Chris Mourray again. I put it right out on front street. I was like "Look I know I was a bitch to you before because I knew you'd let me get away with it and all and when I realized it wasn't right while you were in jail I decided to be a nicer kid... But when you got out you were a straight dick and you made me cry a lot which is why I stopped talking to you so shit needed to change" and he pretty much said that I was a bitch and that he will be nice... ANYWAY. Jessicka thinks Kenny Coutcher is a cutie. Hott. Whatever. Last night we went over there around midnight and went swimming for like 45 minutes and then went to Platinum's to pick of Jessicka's ex roomie (Amber)... There was this rude note on Amber's car (which Jessicka drives) stating that thee girl next door (whom wrote it) was going to "fuck up" Jessicka's "pretty little face" if she didn't quit "mean muggin"... Stupid ghetto fat girls. Anyway Amber knocked on thee door and was suprisingly polite and thee bitch's mom straight attacked amber. It was funny, but fucked up.
Jessicka lives with me now and it's great. Because I missed her. We never get in trouble together and we always have so much fun. We take turns driving and making plans... So we never get stuck doing shit we don't want to. It's nice having her around. We were going to move in together like last year and never did, but hopefully this year around will be different. We've been discussing it for thee last week or two, BUT she was worried about Amber's feelings and then Amber started to show her true colors and Jessicka decided she definetly didn't wanna be there. Amber used to live with Jenny Howard (from Otsego)... Yeah. And she also used to fuck Chris Huddleston and Tyler Kiel. Drama drama drama. Lucas Kiel was/is so hott. Chris got really hott too. He's still a little pot head. Ha.
So yeah thee Amber drama today was that I left my phone in her car and she thought I had her Ruben Studdard CD... Only she didn't ask me. She just told Jessicka and I to meet her at Kroger's on Jackman in ten minutes and we could get it. Only she didn't. We waited 30 minutes and she was a no show. Come to find out she just went straight to Napolean. So she tells us to come get it and we do. This is when she brought up thee CD thing. We offered to let her go through all our CD's but she wouldn't. So she plays thee third grade game (if you don't give me thee CD I don't have your phone)... Whatever. So we go to George's and use thee neighbors phone and call thee cops who had to go get my phone. Talk about fucking drama. She's 21 but acting 12. You know? This is why I hate people and especially girls. Speaking of... I am almost positive Melanie is pissed off at me, because she got attitude when I called today. But I expected that after thee whole Mark ordeal and I don't even care if she wants to be friends fine. If not... I'm not going to stress myself out over things I have no control over.
I said "Hi" to George Prior today and he totally ignored me (I will get to that in a second) so apparently he is still mad at me over dumb shit. I wrote him a little short and to thee point note and gave it to thee neighbor while he was taking thee trash out. I don't know thee verdict. Anyway. Thee reason he was mad was because I was hanging out with this Nick kid from Napolean and he doesn't get along with George and vice versa. Well I didn't know that. And then George said everything was cool when he called me Tuesday night and he said he wanted to hang out Wednesday. Well he never called. And today he acted all mad. So what can you do right? He calls or he doesn't.
Now to Nick. Very hott kid... Very much drama. I guess he was talking to Tasha Barror (remember her from Otsego)... Yeah well she already doesn't like me because about three years ago she started dating my sister Kristen's half brother Jeff Cook... And they dated for about 18 months I am guessing. Anwyay for some reason she thought I liked him. Then she got him estranged from his family and I started to not like her. Anyway... Nick was talking to her (and NOT dating her) and Amber started some drama over all that shit. It's lame. Very.
Amanda Miller is MIA. I have called at least five times in thee last two weeks and gotten no response I am almost worried about her.
Jake got back with his ex girlfriend who he cheated on with me. I don't know what thee deal is with that, he said everything was cool... But he doesn't return my calls so I figure he isn't worth wasting time trying to be friends with. You know?
Musicfest was mildly dissappointing although I did see a few people I wanted to see and have fun.
Jessicka and I have an interview tommorrow at a new strip club that is opening by Davis Bessy... Just waitressing.
I saw David Smith today. He's so hott. But he's turned into such an asshole. TEAL was there. He shaved his effing head. So sad. He had such hottsexx hair. SO MANY PICTURES TO COME.
OH I ALMOST FORGOT JESSICKA AND I ARE GOING TO FUCKING LAS VEGAS, BABY... OUR FRIENDS BAND IS TAKING US FOR FREE TO SOME MUSIC FESTIVAL IN VEGAS. WE LEAVE FRIDAY AND WE WILL BE BACK THEE TWENTY THIRD OR TWENTY FOURTH AND I AM SO EFFING EXCITED.
I don't know what thee deal is with my Kelly Jelly bean. I try to talk to him and he just won't have it. I read his journal where he says "Dannielle is like... Mark"... Which isn't how it was. He stopped talking to me and broke my heart/crushed my self esteem YET AGAIN last time. I try. I do. But he won't let me be a part of it... him... whatever. I still always stick around and never give up :/
PS- And By Thee Way... There Is NO Way Around It. Jessicka and I Are Straight PIMPS When We Hang Out Together... That Is Just How It Is.
When I moved back in with dad Merdy and I started hanging out a LOT. I'm pretty sure that by now everyone who reads this and actually knows me in person knows that Merd and I had a VERY brief... Thing... Call it what you will. And now she is being so weird. Like she was a total class A royal bitch to me on Monday night when Jessicka, Nick, and I went over to Luke's for a bon fire just because she was mad I was sitting on Nick's lap. That pissed me off. She talked madd shit to everyone even in front of me and then tried to even make me feel bad about it. I got mad and I told her pretty much "I don't even want to be friends with you and kick it anymore because your playing high school games with too much drama and I don't want anything to do with it"... So today after I gave her a note further explaining my reasoning for not wanting to chill... She calls me and is all like guilt tripping me about my decision to part ways with her as anything more than friends and as even a friend.
Did I mention DanK is dating Andrea? Rob's ex/baby mama... Yeah. She's so cute. Or pretty. Whatever. And she is super nice. And we have ten thousand things in common. We like thee same music. Have thee same favorite band. Thee same taste in clothes (to an extent)... We are both obsessed with Frappucinno (however you spell that shit) and we both have or had a black and white kitten named Twilight (did I mention I got a kitten and a new snake? well I did)... Anyway she's awesome and I am so super happy that Dan finally has a nice pretty girlfriend who makes him happy and who I can actually associate with because she ISNT a little bitch like some of his ex-girlfriends (fill in thee blank)...
I started talking to Chris Mourray again. I put it right out on front street. I was like "Look I know I was a bitch to you before because I knew you'd let me get away with it and all and when I realized it wasn't right while you were in jail I decided to be a nicer kid... But when you got out you were a straight dick and you made me cry a lot which is why I stopped talking to you so shit needed to change" and he pretty much said that I was a bitch and that he will be nice... ANYWAY. Jessicka thinks Kenny Coutcher is a cutie. Hott. Whatever. Last night we went over there around midnight and went swimming for like 45 minutes and then went to Platinum's to pick of Jessicka's ex roomie (Amber)... There was this rude note on Amber's car (which Jessicka drives) stating that thee girl next door (whom wrote it) was going to "fuck up" Jessicka's "pretty little face" if she didn't quit "mean muggin"... Stupid ghetto fat girls. Anyway Amber knocked on thee door and was suprisingly polite and thee bitch's mom straight attacked amber. It was funny, but fucked up.
Jessicka lives with me now and it's great. Because I missed her. We never get in trouble together and we always have so much fun. We take turns driving and making plans... So we never get stuck doing shit we don't want to. It's nice having her around. We were going to move in together like last year and never did, but hopefully this year around will be different. We've been discussing it for thee last week or two, BUT she was worried about Amber's feelings and then Amber started to show her true colors and Jessicka decided she definetly didn't wanna be there. Amber used to live with Jenny Howard (from Otsego)... Yeah. And she also used to fuck Chris Huddleston and Tyler Kiel. Drama drama drama. Lucas Kiel was/is so hott. Chris got really hott too. He's still a little pot head. Ha.
So yeah thee Amber drama today was that I left my phone in her car and she thought I had her Ruben Studdard CD... Only she didn't ask me. She just told Jessicka and I to meet her at Kroger's on Jackman in ten minutes and we could get it. Only she didn't. We waited 30 minutes and she was a no show. Come to find out she just went straight to Napolean. So she tells us to come get it and we do. This is when she brought up thee CD thing. We offered to let her go through all our CD's but she wouldn't. So she plays thee third grade game (if you don't give me thee CD I don't have your phone)... Whatever. So we go to George's and use thee neighbors phone and call thee cops who had to go get my phone. Talk about fucking drama. She's 21 but acting 12. You know? This is why I hate people and especially girls. Speaking of... I am almost positive Melanie is pissed off at me, because she got attitude when I called today. But I expected that after thee whole Mark ordeal and I don't even care if she wants to be friends fine. If not... I'm not going to stress myself out over things I have no control over.
I said "Hi" to George Prior today and he totally ignored me (I will get to that in a second) so apparently he is still mad at me over dumb shit. I wrote him a little short and to thee point note and gave it to thee neighbor while he was taking thee trash out. I don't know thee verdict. Anyway. Thee reason he was mad was because I was hanging out with this Nick kid from Napolean and he doesn't get along with George and vice versa. Well I didn't know that. And then George said everything was cool when he called me Tuesday night and he said he wanted to hang out Wednesday. Well he never called. And today he acted all mad. So what can you do right? He calls or he doesn't.
Now to Nick. Very hott kid... Very much drama. I guess he was talking to Tasha Barror (remember her from Otsego)... Yeah well she already doesn't like me because about three years ago she started dating my sister Kristen's half brother Jeff Cook... And they dated for about 18 months I am guessing. Anwyay for some reason she thought I liked him. Then she got him estranged from his family and I started to not like her. Anyway... Nick was talking to her (and NOT dating her) and Amber started some drama over all that shit. It's lame. Very.
Amanda Miller is MIA. I have called at least five times in thee last two weeks and gotten no response I am almost worried about her.
Jake got back with his ex girlfriend who he cheated on with me. I don't know what thee deal is with that, he said everything was cool... But he doesn't return my calls so I figure he isn't worth wasting time trying to be friends with. You know?
Musicfest was mildly dissappointing although I did see a few people I wanted to see and have fun.
Jessicka and I have an interview tommorrow at a new strip club that is opening by Davis Bessy... Just waitressing.
I saw David Smith today. He's so hott. But he's turned into such an asshole. TEAL was there. He shaved his effing head. So sad. He had such hottsexx hair. SO MANY PICTURES TO COME.
OH I ALMOST FORGOT JESSICKA AND I ARE GOING TO FUCKING LAS VEGAS, BABY... OUR FRIENDS BAND IS TAKING US FOR FREE TO SOME MUSIC FESTIVAL IN VEGAS. WE LEAVE FRIDAY AND WE WILL BE BACK THEE TWENTY THIRD OR TWENTY FOURTH AND I AM SO EFFING EXCITED.
I don't know what thee deal is with my Kelly Jelly bean. I try to talk to him and he just won't have it. I read his journal where he says "Dannielle is like... Mark"... Which isn't how it was. He stopped talking to me and broke my heart/crushed my self esteem YET AGAIN last time. I try. I do. But he won't let me be a part of it... him... whatever. I still always stick around and never give up :/
PS- And By Thee Way... There Is NO Way Around It. Jessicka and I Are Straight PIMPS When We Hang Out Together... That Is Just How It Is.