I said that I don't need you, but I'm a Liar. I swear i do.
"Biggest Party Animal." Me? hahaha. Thank you Mr.Berquist, but i am in no way the "biggest party animal."
That, however, was one of my awards.
When i got up there all i heard was this cheering and then tamisha screaming "AAAAAli!"
I got really sentimental during the awards ceremony. It started to get boring bc they went through EVERY SINGLE PERSON and so i whipped out my yearbook and started reading what people said. I seriously started to cry but then stopped myself...
i wanted t write specific things to different people, but some of it's personal and i don't want to put it all up online.
i don't know. but reading and writing things in yearbooks just makes everything so, final.
it's confirmation that you're done. graduation is in less than a week. then it's all over. there are so many people i won't see anymore. Oompa Loompa is the first person on that list for some reason*. The list of people that i will miss uncontrolably. if i explained why it would sound like i have a crush on him lol. I think i'm going to stay in touch with a bunch of people when in reality and in the back of my mind i know that really, i probably won't. Sadly, jordan and jeremiah are probably on that list also. i don't think andrea will be, but we all know how friendships can take sudden turn arounds. I'm just going to miss so many people. this entire year i kept replaying what my parents have been telling me this past four years: "you'll make friends you'll have for the rest of your life." I didn't know what they meant really. But there are people i know i'll lose contact with and then 10 years from now, i'll run into them or find them on myspace and call them up, and we'll start talking and become close again. i can't wait until that happens. I like to say that we'll all 'KIT'. but the reality is 99% of us won't.
*minus those of you. you know who you are, i'm not losting you all.
it's like breaking up with your significant other of many years all over again. heart ache galore.
i want a boyfriend right now. i crave comfort from a male.
That, however, was one of my awards.
When i got up there all i heard was this cheering and then tamisha screaming "AAAAAli!"
I got really sentimental during the awards ceremony. It started to get boring bc they went through EVERY SINGLE PERSON and so i whipped out my yearbook and started reading what people said. I seriously started to cry but then stopped myself...
i wanted t write specific things to different people, but some of it's personal and i don't want to put it all up online.
i don't know. but reading and writing things in yearbooks just makes everything so, final.
it's confirmation that you're done. graduation is in less than a week. then it's all over. there are so many people i won't see anymore. Oompa Loompa is the first person on that list for some reason*. The list of people that i will miss uncontrolably. if i explained why it would sound like i have a crush on him lol. I think i'm going to stay in touch with a bunch of people when in reality and in the back of my mind i know that really, i probably won't. Sadly, jordan and jeremiah are probably on that list also. i don't think andrea will be, but we all know how friendships can take sudden turn arounds. I'm just going to miss so many people. this entire year i kept replaying what my parents have been telling me this past four years: "you'll make friends you'll have for the rest of your life." I didn't know what they meant really. But there are people i know i'll lose contact with and then 10 years from now, i'll run into them or find them on myspace and call them up, and we'll start talking and become close again. i can't wait until that happens. I like to say that we'll all 'KIT'. but the reality is 99% of us won't.
*minus those of you. you know who you are, i'm not losting you all.
it's like breaking up with your significant other of many years all over again. heart ache galore.
i want a boyfriend right now. i crave comfort from a male.