I haven't changed. I'm still as in love with you as I ever was. I just know I was pushing you away by calling all of the time, I don't know what to do to make you happy. It seems like if I call all of the time, I'm pushing you away; but now when I don't call as much and I'm just trying to give you your space, it's pushing you away too. I'm not here to make you worry, and don't sweat it Jesse. I'm loyal to you, I always have been and always will be. I don't bother looking at other guys because I've found the one true love that I hope I never lose. I don't feel like we're fading or drifting apart, but if you do...you need to tell me. I'm just trying to be strong and keep myself together long enough to get there to you. And yes, in a way I am trying to be more carefree like I used to be, I'm just trying to take it in babysteps, and I guess what I see as improvement you see as a step in the wrong direction. I don't think we'd be having this problem if you lived here, as a matter of fact I know we wouldn't be. I miss you consuming all of my time, I do. I hate how I have too much free time. All I want is you here, or me there. That's it, I'm not changing, and I just want you to see it. I'm sick of crying because I miss you so much, and you just don't realize that I'm happy with you, you just don't believe it. You don't believe it when I say nothing is going to happen, and you need to, because I wouldn't put either of us through that. I'd rather cut off my legs.
I love you Jesse Lee Burchett, and I'm not leaving you and nothing can break us. ♥
I love you Jesse Lee Burchett, and I'm not leaving you and nothing can break us. ♥
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