question what you know
i want to let myself go, let my gaurds down for the opportunity to feel more, but im held back. my defences kick in and keep me distant. if he hurt me i think id break. i have to give the chance for more, more good i cant get with this wall. i have another war im fighting both sides of again. i cant have it both ways. i got my pictures the other day, building memories. more will come later. i want a home, that is one of few things ive never had but have always searched for. maybe all ive been looking for is on its way. theres no way to know unless i try. i believe what he says to me. i think pieces are breaking away every day.