Dec 19, 2005 18:43
I dont know the point of converstaions i have or relationships i keep. My dreams and reality are fading into each other a lot more lately, its getting harder to tell which is which. I wish I could stop questioning who truly cares for me. And more than anything I think, at this moment in my life, I wish I could shake this feeling that anyone I really let myself care for is only there temporarily. This is no way for a lonely person to think.