Well, Well...
well childern, lady sara has gotten some very interesting news. care to hear? well take a seat, and be prepared to be shocked and astounded.
i just finished up a conversation with corey. not quite sure why i answered, might be because i was on the other line with sam, and didn't really want to talk to him. who knows. anyhow, corey called to tell me that he's clean (no pot, no drinking, ect.) and in rehab. he called to appoligise for EVERYTHING he's done. he'd been thinking of all the people he'd hurt, and thoes that he cared about, and apparently i was at the top of the list on both. he sayes that now that he's clean, he relises how much he misses me. i asked if he missed me - the real me, or just having someone who actualy cared and loved him. he said mostly the frist one, but the second one too. he said that he wants to try to reconsile things between us. i asked what things. he said that he wouldn't mind being back together with me, that he misses me. i was like 'as much as you SAY you've changed, i've changed too. i'm no longer the sara you dated' he asked how, and i told him. i don't care what people think, i'm not the perfect person/student/daughter/friend/girlfriend anymore, i'm more bitchy, i'm more bossy, i'm more arugmentive. he was quite for a bit, and then 'that's good. i told you last time we talked about us that you need to be more of an indudal'. i was like, yeah, sure. i ened up asking him outright why he called, and what he wanted from me. he was a little taken back by that. (old sara, deffentaly not that stright foward). he said that he wanted to work things out, and get back together. i said, don't we need to be friends frist? he said yes and no. after more meaninless rambling, i said that we could maybe try for friends, but i'm not going to garinte anything, nor do i want to. he said 'okay, maybe you could come down and spend the night next friday?' i was like 'i dont' know. i don't make plans. plans are bad. they never work'. he's like 'okay...' so yeah. they i got a nother call, and he said that he'd just talk to me later. i was like alright. bye. and that was the end of that.
so kids, lets re-cap shall we? corey misses sara. corey wants sara back. sara finds this very very funny. and sara's just going to sit back and see where this all goes. becuase, truth be told, this could prove to be a very interesting adventure. and if not, at least a very amusing one...
i just finished up a conversation with corey. not quite sure why i answered, might be because i was on the other line with sam, and didn't really want to talk to him. who knows. anyhow, corey called to tell me that he's clean (no pot, no drinking, ect.) and in rehab. he called to appoligise for EVERYTHING he's done. he'd been thinking of all the people he'd hurt, and thoes that he cared about, and apparently i was at the top of the list on both. he sayes that now that he's clean, he relises how much he misses me. i asked if he missed me - the real me, or just having someone who actualy cared and loved him. he said mostly the frist one, but the second one too. he said that he wants to try to reconsile things between us. i asked what things. he said that he wouldn't mind being back together with me, that he misses me. i was like 'as much as you SAY you've changed, i've changed too. i'm no longer the sara you dated' he asked how, and i told him. i don't care what people think, i'm not the perfect person/student/daughter/friend/girlfriend anymore, i'm more bitchy, i'm more bossy, i'm more arugmentive. he was quite for a bit, and then 'that's good. i told you last time we talked about us that you need to be more of an indudal'. i was like, yeah, sure. i ened up asking him outright why he called, and what he wanted from me. he was a little taken back by that. (old sara, deffentaly not that stright foward). he said that he wanted to work things out, and get back together. i said, don't we need to be friends frist? he said yes and no. after more meaninless rambling, i said that we could maybe try for friends, but i'm not going to garinte anything, nor do i want to. he said 'okay, maybe you could come down and spend the night next friday?' i was like 'i dont' know. i don't make plans. plans are bad. they never work'. he's like 'okay...' so yeah. they i got a nother call, and he said that he'd just talk to me later. i was like alright. bye. and that was the end of that.
so kids, lets re-cap shall we? corey misses sara. corey wants sara back. sara finds this very very funny. and sara's just going to sit back and see where this all goes. becuase, truth be told, this could prove to be a very interesting adventure. and if not, at least a very amusing one...