ARG
okay. sara is not happy. if you peole tell me to do things for myself, put myself frist, and not care what peole think so much, then when i do so SHUT THE FUCK UP. it seems that you all want me to do things for 'myslef' but only when yall think i should, and when it's your idea. not when it's mine. and if me being ME isn't good enough, FUCK OFF. i'm doing the best i can, and trying to be what i want to be. so don't tell me what i am, who i am, or anything, becuase you don't know nearly as much as you think you do. there are things i keep for myself, and don't tell anyone. these are the things that i use to determine what i should and shouldn't do. for the frist time in my life, i'm happy with who i am, and what i'm doing. i'm not over analiszing things, i'm not being parinoid, i'm not questioning everything i and others do, and i'm letting go of things i should have a long time ago. if you can't see this, then you don't know me as well as you think. if you think that what i'm doing is wrong, that...i don't even fucking predend to know what's going on in your head, then please do tell me, but DO NOT make it seem as if I'M the one who's wrong, and what i'm doing is a problem. becuase if it is, gods know i'll be the frist one to say so. in short, don't judge me, when you should be looking at yourself.
this is just a rant. and most of you who read it, it won't be derected towards you. but if it is, you'll know. sara's going to go now. later.
this is just a rant. and most of you who read it, it won't be derected towards you. but if it is, you'll know. sara's going to go now. later.