Jan 04, 2008 13:58
Doubt has set in once again.
Holy fuck.
Am I really cut out for this? Will I be able to hack it, or will I end up returning home dejected with my head in my hands.
Shit.
I'm a lazy motherfucker. Perhaps I'm the one with delusions of grandeur.
If this doesn't pan out, what am I doing to do? This feels like my only viable option...no, it's just fear of actually putting faith in something that I'm risking a lot for.
I am truly fucked now.
I'll be fine.
Damn it.