bullshit
you dont have to be happy for me,
you dont have to accept my decisions,
you dont have to show up,
you dont need to support me,
you dont need to care,
you dont understand,
this is my life,
i choose to make joys amazing,
what is better then living in a home with two very loving and caring parents?
i am wrong,
i am wrong for everything i do,
i am wrong for everything i dont do,
my decisions are wrong,
my life is wrong,
there isnt a damn thing i can do to change it,
you view me as a useless peice of shit,
that is fine,
for that is all i have ever been to you,
all i ask is for you to keep my name from your lips,
do not bother yourself with worry about my daughter,
she is just fine,
and will be all of her life,
please settle into your own life,
find happiness there,
leave my happiness alone.
i love my daughter more then anything in the world. for you to say i am making decisions that are going to harm her hurts more then anything you have ever done to me. theresa loves joy more then anything in the world. we dont seek to hurt her. we seek to love her care about her take care of her give her everything she needs do our best for everything she wants to let her grow up in a home full of love something neither theresa nor i had. is that so bad? what is so wrong with wanting to love my child and wanting to have everlasting happiness and love around that child? i may have done things that were stupid in the past. but things change people grow. i am sitting here now not that same person i was 2 weeks ago. you havent seen the changes. you dont take mind to them. please just worry about yourself...i can worry about my family.
you dont have to accept my decisions,
you dont have to show up,
you dont need to support me,
you dont need to care,
you dont understand,
this is my life,
i choose to make joys amazing,
what is better then living in a home with two very loving and caring parents?
i am wrong,
i am wrong for everything i do,
i am wrong for everything i dont do,
my decisions are wrong,
my life is wrong,
there isnt a damn thing i can do to change it,
you view me as a useless peice of shit,
that is fine,
for that is all i have ever been to you,
all i ask is for you to keep my name from your lips,
do not bother yourself with worry about my daughter,
she is just fine,
and will be all of her life,
please settle into your own life,
find happiness there,
leave my happiness alone.
i love my daughter more then anything in the world. for you to say i am making decisions that are going to harm her hurts more then anything you have ever done to me. theresa loves joy more then anything in the world. we dont seek to hurt her. we seek to love her care about her take care of her give her everything she needs do our best for everything she wants to let her grow up in a home full of love something neither theresa nor i had. is that so bad? what is so wrong with wanting to love my child and wanting to have everlasting happiness and love around that child? i may have done things that were stupid in the past. but things change people grow. i am sitting here now not that same person i was 2 weeks ago. you havent seen the changes. you dont take mind to them. please just worry about yourself...i can worry about my family.