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well, today i was very emotional. sounds funny to say that but i just could not stop crying. even at church.. couldn't even take my TJ picture without looking like i'd been crying all morning. i don't know what it was, i wasn't sad. well, maybe a little.
i'm going to be quite frank.
i hate how i stopped going to church.
i hate how i'm not close with mikey
i hate how there are problems in the church [not ours inparticularly]
i hate how i'm not working my hardest
i hate how i'm intimidated
i hate that i haven't been living revolutionary
i hate that i have to move again
i hate having unnecessary stress
i hate how i don't listen for God
i hate how i didn't go to that pierced thing [due to me hearing it was 17+]
i hate how i keep saying hate
i'm not all morose or anything i'm just realizing what i need to change in my life.
i actually feel a lot better.
p.s. i also hate that elliot smith killed himself.
i'm going to be quite frank.
i hate how i stopped going to church.
i hate how i'm not close with mikey
i hate how there are problems in the church [not ours inparticularly]
i hate how i'm not working my hardest
i hate how i'm intimidated
i hate that i haven't been living revolutionary
i hate that i have to move again
i hate having unnecessary stress
i hate how i don't listen for God
i hate how i didn't go to that pierced thing [due to me hearing it was 17+]
i hate how i keep saying hate
i'm not all morose or anything i'm just realizing what i need to change in my life.
i actually feel a lot better.
p.s. i also hate that elliot smith killed himself.