I'm out of subjects...
I don't know anymore, I'm just tired and depressed, and everyone else is depressed...
I don't want Steve to go to Boston anymore, and I'm wondering if breaking up with him would hurt less... I know that's a terrible thing to say, but he never seems to miss me, and I just don't care enough to wake up every day, feeling like total shit because he left... It's been a while, and I've tried to hide it from him, but I still just can't get used to him being gone... It sucks, and I don't like it, and I hate him for it... It's all his fault...
I don't even care that that was really mean... I just...don't...give...a... FUCK!
I'm so fucking bitchy right now...I'm pissed...
I don't want Steve to go to Boston anymore, and I'm wondering if breaking up with him would hurt less... I know that's a terrible thing to say, but he never seems to miss me, and I just don't care enough to wake up every day, feeling like total shit because he left... It's been a while, and I've tried to hide it from him, but I still just can't get used to him being gone... It sucks, and I don't like it, and I hate him for it... It's all his fault...
I don't even care that that was really mean... I just...don't...give...a... FUCK!
I'm so fucking bitchy right now...I'm pissed...