MISERABLE

[bloode]

I probably won't get to say bye to Steve today, and I'm fucking miserable about it!! I'm miserable about him going back, period!!! It makes me feel so fucking shitty, I hate it!!! And to make it worse, it's rainy and windy and all sleet shit outside, and I just want to fucking die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And to top it all off, I didn't get to go see my friends tonight like I'd hoped, because Steve felt so crummy, and I miss Kevin, Brian, Doug, John, and Marc!!! I feel so fucking lonely right now!!

I want Steve.... I miss him already!!! *bursts into tears*