"if Gabriel wants to rollerblade, then Gabriel rollerblades."
Hello General Livejournal!
Here, Lieutenant-colonel Tijs giving you a brief salute!
*salutes*
It's almost 3 o clock in the morning now & i haven't eaten anything yet but a couple of olives, and two slices of that delicious fake ham stuff. Britt Daniels is teaming up with Conor Oberst right now to play a song through the speakers called "you'll get yours", and the spirits aren't too high, neither low. Stuff just hangs there, you know?
For a second i thought this dude got pissed at me last night, but then i noticed that typical smirking grin of him for a split second so i was safe. I don't remember all i said to him, but his reponse made me even more puzzled:
"dude , what's wrong with you? we 're at a fucking party, and you start to ask me all these questions about my past, and how it was like. i don't want to talk about that stuff right now, my mom died of cancer. and pink floyd,... why do you keep on talking to me about them, and asking me stuff about pink floyd? and i know you think "the masses" is a bad thing, & you think it's senseless to feel discontent about being here - realising you're just a part of it all. but really what do you want me to say man?"
-"i don't know, haha" :-/
yesterday was the kick off for the annual city festivities which means i won't be sober for 10 days, cause i can't operate too well with all these people around. i also might get my wallet stolen again like last year. but is all the giggling & hanging at the "cool spots" and wait til you're drunk enough so you can make a fool out of yourself again at dawn all worth it?
*rubs chin*
"yes....... yes.. Tijs.. thinks so."
Saw some old buddies, it's weird; with some you can't make small talk anymore just because you're one of those shy silent types & they just don't care to keep old friendships rolling & are content with the new people around them now. YOu come to their circle of friends to say hi, stand there much silent after a quick update about your occupation status ("i don't work, well, i don't do anything really!") & see them just focused on their other friends after that. That stuff pisses me off but i had to laugh at one point about it in a drunk gaze, "what are you laughing at" the guy said to me. he didn't care too much anyway & continued to stare at his other friends who were in the middle of a talk after mentioning that. I just suck at whole the socialising thing. That's why i write about it in a livejournal. Also.. saw some great bands last night, please listen to this song by Madensuyu (Turkish for "springwater"). These two guys hate the mp3/ripping songs thing so don't mention you got the song here ;). It's beautiful:
http://users.pandora.be/amputeecowboyhorsie/windows/Madensuyu%2002%20papa%20bear%20Adjust%20We.mp3
Now i'm busy with linking...
Here's my label's URL:
http://www.theawesomemachine.cjb.net/
Here's a music project i did in my bedroom's URL (mp3s, pix of Rachel, etc):
http://users.pandora.be/amputeecowboyhorsie/index.htm
The next project will be together with Ben Tse from china who does thelovesong, and with my good friend Saso from Slovenia who plays also in The Coma Stereo.
Besides that, I have finished a booklet, with interviews & stories and such.. Nicole is spellchecking it right now, so i hope it will be ready by the end of August! You might think i'm an active dude, but you're wrong. I can lead a good day by closing my curtains, putting my phone off, and just sit & watch about 10 Daily shows with Jon Stewart on my computer, only to get up to boil some water for the noodles or to go pee.
Well, General.. so far for my brieving. I have the constant feeling i won't be here for long anymore but i'm pretty sure i'm wrong since i still have to repair a lot of broken stuff, learn how to tapdance and need to keep on looking for Heartland and Topanga's Island. I will discover these good places i dream about, i'm sure they're out there. oh boy you betcha you can count on me General Livejournal.
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Here, Lieutenant-colonel Tijs giving you a brief salute!
*salutes*
It's almost 3 o clock in the morning now & i haven't eaten anything yet but a couple of olives, and two slices of that delicious fake ham stuff. Britt Daniels is teaming up with Conor Oberst right now to play a song through the speakers called "you'll get yours", and the spirits aren't too high, neither low. Stuff just hangs there, you know?
For a second i thought this dude got pissed at me last night, but then i noticed that typical smirking grin of him for a split second so i was safe. I don't remember all i said to him, but his reponse made me even more puzzled:
"dude , what's wrong with you? we 're at a fucking party, and you start to ask me all these questions about my past, and how it was like. i don't want to talk about that stuff right now, my mom died of cancer. and pink floyd,... why do you keep on talking to me about them, and asking me stuff about pink floyd? and i know you think "the masses" is a bad thing, & you think it's senseless to feel discontent about being here - realising you're just a part of it all. but really what do you want me to say man?"
-"i don't know, haha" :-/
yesterday was the kick off for the annual city festivities which means i won't be sober for 10 days, cause i can't operate too well with all these people around. i also might get my wallet stolen again like last year. but is all the giggling & hanging at the "cool spots" and wait til you're drunk enough so you can make a fool out of yourself again at dawn all worth it?
*rubs chin*
"yes....... yes.. Tijs.. thinks so."
Saw some old buddies, it's weird; with some you can't make small talk anymore just because you're one of those shy silent types & they just don't care to keep old friendships rolling & are content with the new people around them now. YOu come to their circle of friends to say hi, stand there much silent after a quick update about your occupation status ("i don't work, well, i don't do anything really!") & see them just focused on their other friends after that. That stuff pisses me off but i had to laugh at one point about it in a drunk gaze, "what are you laughing at" the guy said to me. he didn't care too much anyway & continued to stare at his other friends who were in the middle of a talk after mentioning that. I just suck at whole the socialising thing. That's why i write about it in a livejournal. Also.. saw some great bands last night, please listen to this song by Madensuyu (Turkish for "springwater"). These two guys hate the mp3/ripping songs thing so don't mention you got the song here ;). It's beautiful:
http://users.pandora.be/amputeecowboyhorsie/windows/Madensuyu%2002%20papa%20bear%20Adjust%20We.mp3
Now i'm busy with linking...
Here's my label's URL:
http://www.theawesomemachine.cjb.net/
Here's a music project i did in my bedroom's URL (mp3s, pix of Rachel, etc):
http://users.pandora.be/amputeecowboyhorsie/index.htm
The next project will be together with Ben Tse from china who does thelovesong, and with my good friend Saso from Slovenia who plays also in The Coma Stereo.
Besides that, I have finished a booklet, with interviews & stories and such.. Nicole is spellchecking it right now, so i hope it will be ready by the end of August! You might think i'm an active dude, but you're wrong. I can lead a good day by closing my curtains, putting my phone off, and just sit & watch about 10 Daily shows with Jon Stewart on my computer, only to get up to boil some water for the noodles or to go pee.
Well, General.. so far for my brieving. I have the constant feeling i won't be here for long anymore but i'm pretty sure i'm wrong since i still have to repair a lot of broken stuff, learn how to tapdance and need to keep on looking for Heartland and Topanga's Island. I will discover these good places i dream about, i'm sure they're out there. oh boy you betcha you can count on me General Livejournal.
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