never meant
so they're together now i guess. at our place. but i 'm not tehre.
you can't pull shit suddenly in front of my eyes for a whole night with him, without telling me anything or giving me a clue first. you can't do it that way, when you know i have enormous feelings for you.
you can't say kissing me & touchin gme all over my body meant nothing, you can't say 5 years of sharing everything beats knowing a guy for just a few days. i don't want to lose my friend but i'm going to, i can't deal anymroe with her & him & myself and i don't believe anything anymore
you can't pull shit suddenly in front of my eyes for a whole night with him, without telling me anything or giving me a clue first. you can't do it that way, when you know i have enormous feelings for you.
you can't say kissing me & touchin gme all over my body meant nothing, you can't say 5 years of sharing everything beats knowing a guy for just a few days. i don't want to lose my friend but i'm going to, i can't deal anymroe with her & him & myself and i don't believe anything anymore