come on die young
somehow the past years i can't get the idea out of my head that suddenly something will hit my head very hard... something will slash of or crush my head at the moment i least expect it. when i'm sitting on the bus, and reading a magazine i suddenly feel something cold against my throat. and before i know it i'm bleeding like a pig. the guy sitting on the seat behind me happens to be crazy & loves to put knives in other peoples bodies. just like that. i'm walking down the street at night, thinking about some hilarious japanese movie and suddenly some lunatic drops a brick on my head just because he's a dumb student who lost touch with reality for just one day cause he's dumb + decided to get drunk. killer combination to be very stupid AND to get drunk.. somehow i expect i could die any day a week from now of on by the most silly things like stuff falling down on my head or cardrivers getting loose & hitting me even when i'm walking on the pavement, and this started like 5 years ago. seriously, do you people head to somewhere minding your own business & suddenly realise "those could be my last 5 seconds, now it will happen and i'll be reduced to food for worms, now i should embrace what i'm doing now i should feel the moment of being alive". maybe i daydream to much about the negative things that could happen in anyone's life anyday a week.. but those things happen every day to someone, and you were as sure this would never happen to you as the girl that got run over by some drunk driver 3 minutes ago.